Sherlock Imagines

Songfiction: Only Love Can Hurt Like This- MoriartyX Reader

I tell myself you don't mean a thing,
And what we got, got no hold on me
But when you're not there I just crumble
I tell myself I don't care that much,
But I feel like I die 'til I feel your touch

Ever since Jim kidnapped you, he put you under a spell. You have fallen madly in love with him. You try to push it aside, but it's impossible to. Everytime he's away, you feel like your insides are falling apart. You try to be oblivious to it, but once Jim has his hands on you, you feel completed.

All you want and need is Jim.

That's how you feel with him. Without him, you feel desperate and lonely. Jim is the missing piece to your puzzle.

Only love, only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this

You stop trying to push the feeling aside. You let the emotion course through your veins. Jim suddenly appears behind you, kissing you from your collar bone to your jaw.

You're his little toy.

He plays with your mind, and makes you melt under his touch. Then, he leaves you alone. The ghost of his feeling lingers, but slowly fades. You begin to feel empty again.

Say I wouldn't care if you walked away,
But every time you're there I'm begging you to stay,
When you come close I just tremble
And every time, every time you go,
It's like a knife that cuts right through my soul

Jim slowly backs up, smirking. He knows how you feel about him, and he like messing with you.  He  laughs, watching your eyes dim after being lit up by his lips on your skin.

You feel broken once again and beg him to stay. "Oh, I like when you beg. Come on, beg some more," he says. You continue to beg, and he comes closer. His face is merely a centimetre from your, when he backs up again, laughing sadistically.

Your bottom lip trembles as emptiness consumes you. His figure disappeares from sight.

Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this,
Must have been a deadly kiss,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this

You somehow feel the ghost of his fingers on your skin. Even though he is far, far away.

You long for his deadly kiss that takes over your mind, heart, and soul. You long for the feel of his lips against your skin, of his fingertips pressing into your back. You long for his hot breath against your neck.

But, he wouldn't do that for you.

He likes to tease.

Your kisses burn into my skin,
Only love can hurt like this
But it's the sweetest pain,
Burning hot through my veins,
Love is torture makes me more sure
Only love can hurt like this

Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Must have been a deadly kiss,
Only love can hurt like this,

Every day, Jim plays with your mind. When you think he's going to kiss you, he doesn't. When you think he's going to touch you, he doesn't.

You still long for his kiss. You still long for his touch. You still long for him

But, he does not.

You were only ever a toy to him. That's all you would ever be.

He got tired of you. You became boring to him. He wanted something different, someone different.

So, he had you killed.

He couldn't trust you to keep a secret.

So, he got one of his guys to knock you out. They dragged your body into a car, and drove you to a garbage disposal site. They chucked your body over the railing, into the incinerator.

Jim killed you.

Mentally, emotionally, and physically, Jim killed you.

Only love can hurt like this,
Your kisses burn into my skin,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Save me, save me,
Only love, only love,
'Cause only love can hurt like this
And it must have been a deadly kiss