- We can lay on the beach in the night, just you and me.
- It will be very cold.
I point out, laughing.
- Not if our bodies are close.
He argues back. I feel how my cheeks gets warmer.
- Oh, yes absolutely. Very close.
He laughs and I can see infront of me how his cheeks are as red as mine. I stop smiling.
- I want you here, beside me.
- I know, I want you by my side too. He says, also with a serious voice.
I'm holding my phone closer to my ear.
- I miss you, can't you just take the next flight here? Tonight?
- You know I can't do that.
- Yeah I know.
I say, now feeling empty inside.
- But hey, we maybe will meet each other next year!
I know he tries to cheer me up but I can't fake a laugh right now, not in this second.
- Okay I better go to bed soon.
I say, not knowing what else to say.
- Okay honey, love you.
I smile.
- Love you too.
