Right Where You Left It

Anxious Thoughts

Waiting for the time to pass you by, hope the winds of change will change your mind. Should I finish my sandwich now? I don't want to put my sweater on, I guess I will. All you have to do is stay. Brews for Jesus? I'm not all that into religion. I would go up just for the free coffee, but I dont even like coffee. I like free. Is this a club? Am I gonna eat the sandwich or Not? You're in my heart on my mind, you are underneath my skin, and anywhere, anytime that you need anything, count me in. I always rush out after class to sit and do nothing. My head hurts, I should put on my glasses I can't see anything. I should eat my sandwich. I cant tell if these are professors or students. Do I have to pee? I'm so random. I dont think in narratives, I'm so weird. This is why I dont talk. You must swift as the coursing river, with all the force of a great typhoon.  Wait, I still haven't eaten my sandwich. Maybe I should wear heels to class. When should I leave to get to class on time? Am I not adult enough?  I'm gonna eat my sandwich Just do it. Ew, crust. I hope they don't see me sitting here and come up and talk to me. Im pretty sure everyone who walks by here is looking at me. I probably look so weird just sitting here by myself staring around. They think I'm crazy.  I been here all night, I been here all day, and boy, you got me walking side to side. I might skip this one, wait but I love Nicki's part. 11:59? I have like a whole 51 minutes before Freshman Seminar.  Don't ask me if I want coffee, cuz even if I did, I would say no. How is my phone on 72%? I keep coughing, everyone probably thinks I'm disgusting. I gotta stop. It's the new style with a fresh type of flow, I love this song, but skip, actually no I'll let it play. Do I have to pee? Oh I remember him, I know your face, but I forgot your name. Shit, I hope I don't have to say it. He's cool or whatever. And now it's silent, I'm so awkward. How do people drink black coffee? Now I can't cough, cuz he knows me. Why can't you just be cool you fucking weirdo. Why is it so hard to be normal? I like your boots. Should I move? Cuz I kinda want to be by myself. I was thinking so much interesting shit when I was in class, but now that I have to write it, all my thoughts are weird or boring. Now my phones on 68%! Maybe I should turn off the outdoor light, fuck but now my phone is dark. I need a laptop. Am I asking for too much? I want an iPhone. Do I curse too much? Ooh Popeyes. I'm hungry. Would it be rude to put my headphones back in? I freaking hate autocorrect, because apparently 'in' isn't a word now, I HAVE to being saying 'I'm'. Ooh he's eating pizza. Give me your pizza! Wait, why is he sitting so close? OH! I KNOW HIM! THATS MICHAEL! WE WENT TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL AND MIDDLE SCHOOL TOGETHER! Ah the sun is in my eyes. Her hair is nice, I like her edges. Should I take my hair out? I want to show my real hair, but it hasn't been 4 weeks yet. I hope my hair grew, all the shit I dealt with with this hair. I want an iPhone. The SE specifically. Rose gold is a pretty color. Should I eat my honey bun? He reminds me of one of my old teachers, I have NO money. I don't want to go to the gallery, I don't want to get up. I want to sleep. That just got me tight. They Don't don't care about Jesus, they just care about the coffee lmao. 12:21 ooh, that's a palindrome. What's 50 minus 21? It's still a whole 29 minutes. At least my phone is only on 66% now. I love that blazer on her. Am I weird for going to Brunch and majoring in theater? I don't do business, it's not my style. They probably all know my hair is fake. I have hair! I'm not bald! I love babies. Should I eat my honey bun? Or should I save it for when we go out? DO I HAVE TO PEE? Why did you look at me? I'm just mouthing lyrics. I need to finish my song. I miss my nails. I think so many boring things. I love her hair, I want my hair to be that color. I should ask him to go to the gallery with me. I want some ice cream. Oh! It's almost time, I hope I can find the room this time lol. Yea, I have to pee.