Sanders Sides One Shots [xReader]

Panic [PattonXReader]

TW // Panic attack------------------------------

[Your POV]

Anxiety and Princey have been arguing for 5 hours and by now it is unclear what it was even about in the first place. At one point Logan tried to shut them up, but somehow ended up joining the argument, so now there are 3 screaming men in the living room where I am sitting on the sofa.

Thomas is out filming a video with a friend of his and Patton is watching a cartoon in his room, because he doesn't want to get involved in the argument too.

"You two behave like children!" Logan says.

"Well, it's all his fault!" Roman yells and points at Virgil.

"Are you kidding? You started it!" Virgil says and their screaming gets even louder.

I sit on the couch, my knees pulled to my chest, unable to move in fear of blacking out, shaking vigorously. Tears sting my eyes and I feel like I'm about to puke. Then I see Patton quickly making his way through the living room towards the kitchen. Just a few seconds later I hear a loud shattering which sends me over the edge.
My vision blurs as tears roll down my face and my ears ring. My heart pounds and I find it hard to breathe. The room starts spinning, and I pull my knees closer to my chest.

Nobody seems to notice because the screams of the 3 arguing men mix in with the ringing in my ears, making it echo through my brain.

A new wave of hot tears streams down my face and I close my eyes, waiting for it to be over. I feel a hand on my back and another one under my knees. Someone picks me up bridal style and carries me into another room. The shouting becomes quieter as I hear a quiet thud, like a door that's being closed.

"You're alright (Y/N). It's gonna be fine." It's Patton.

Patton sits down and puts me on his lap, rubbing my back soothingly. "Everything is fine. Take a deep breath in and a deep breath out. You're gonna be alright. I'm with you. You're safe."

I calm down slowly as the last tears run down my cheeks and Patton wipes them away with his thumb. Once I'm fully calm again I hug Patton tightly. "Thank you. Thank you so much." When I lean back from the hug, Patton is so close to me that I can't resist the urge to -

My thoughts are cut off by Patton's lips on mine, a gesture which I gladly returned.
After that, we turn our attention to the cartoon (Fairly OddParents, my favorite) while remaining in the position of me on Patton's lap and my head rests on his chest.

"I love you, Patton."
"I love you too (Y/N)."