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Isogai X (Suicidal) Reader

Because we had so many fucking Karma requests LMFAOOO 

Requested by: I forgot but ty for giving me an idea and swizzle <3

WARNING: READ WITH CAUTION, DEPRESSING STUFF THAT IDK MIGHT BE TRIGGERING (???) BUT PLS READ WITH CAUTION AND PREPARE THEM FEELS *Passes out tissues*

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At a first glance, Isogai thought of you as a such a quiet and innocent person who just joined the E-class. Everyone was so nice and welcoming to you, the smile on your face seemed so real to others but in reality it was fake. You were scared to be open to others, scared to let anyone know about your situation at home. Prior to joining the E-class, you were one of the top students next to Asano. That pleased your parents but you weren't happy with the lifestyle you had, constant studying, never allowed to go out, getting punished every time you disobeyed. You hated it, once someone had saw the scars on your legs, you were sent to the E-class.

Everyone was so nice despite being neglected by others and their parents, you on the other had received beatings everyday. No one knew this of course because you always covered them, you were glad that it was winter, you could easily cover your body. This was more than anyone could handle.

"(Last name)? Are you able to train today?" karasuma asked softly as you sat down, hugging your legs to your chest. You looked up at the older man as he kneeled down beside you.

"N-no..." You mumbled softly looked at the floor while he frowned and gently patted your back before moving back to teach the class being careful to not hit any new bruises you had gotten.

Isogai glanced at you, seeing you sitting by the grass, noticing for the past few days you had never suited up or participated in the class activities as much. Isogai walked towards you and sat down in front of you with a soft smile on his face. He wanted to know about you, he was curious and as to why you always looked so sad and in pain.

"Are you okay, (Last name)-chan?" He asked while you shifted slightly, nodding.

Isogai's eyes went straight to your neck as he noticed the bruise and the few scars, he frowned and reached over to brushed your hair away to look at it but you flinched. He retracted his hand back as you fixed your scarf, avoiding his gaze feeling petrified.

"(Last name).. What happened..?" He asked while you shook your head.

"It's nothing. Something just fell onto my shoulder.." You replied.

Of course, Isogai was concerned it didn't look like something had fallen on your shoulder. As the few days went on, Isogai kept a close eye on you. He would approach you like anyone would, asking for 'help' when reality he was watching you if any new bruises or small cuts on your body. Each day, he saw new and fresh cuts on your legs and wrists, he was worried about you. He even mentioned it to Karasuma, Korosensei and Irina who kept a close eye on you.

Each day for you was living hell, each day you came home was a beating whether it was emotionally or physically. How much you wanted to call for help, someone to save you but you couldn't you were terrified because of your parents, you were so sure that they would find a way out and come after you.

"Useless piece of shit!"

"A disapointment."

"Disgusting!"

"You shouldn't have been born."

Slaps, objects breaking, beatings and so much more pain that you endured for who knows how long. Everyone had started to notice your absence and when you came back that you would have bandages on your face. You were tired of the pain, you just wanted to have a peaceful life where you could be free from all this. How desperately you wanted to tell everyone, yell the words 'save me please..' but you didn't have the courage to call for help or to scream for your savior.

Convinced that no one would save you from the living hell you went through. You wanted it to end, today was the day that you were going to make it end. The only solution that you'll be free from all the harm. Isogai knew something was off about you today, in his heart he knew something wasn't right today.

He watched you carefully, you weren't covering up the damages that was inflicted. The only thing was visible was the ones on your face and neck. You had went to the forest towards the cliff, Isogai following you as he felt uneasy when he saw you walk towards the forest

You were standing by the cliff, crying. The tears in your beautiful (eye color) orbs as you looked down seeing how far down it was. Isogai walked closer to you as he called your name out softly as he felt scared just seeing you standing there.

"(First name).." You flinched and slowly turned around, his eyes broke at the sight of your current state, in pain.

"I-isogai-kun..?" You whispered as his eyes scanned up and down.

"Why are you crying..?" he asked while you turned around, your body facing him.

"I can.. Finally be free.." You whispered as you gave him a sad smile with more tears streamed down your face. Letting yourself fall back, Isogai's eyes widen in response as he screamed your name earning the attention of others who was training outside.

Lunging forward, he grabbed your hand looking down at you. Tears filled his golden orbs as he pulled you up into his arms as you struggled in his grasp.

"Let me go! Isogai! Let me go!" You sobbed hitting his chest while he only tightened his grip on your small figure, while you struggled.

"Let me go! I want all this pain to end!" You screamed, he leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss on your forehead as you stopped screaming.

"Then.. let me save you (First name)..." He whispered.

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I'm not crying... i swear i wasn't crying while writing this shit... GOD I MADE THIS SO SAD AHDAHDFAU but HOPE YOU LIKED IT! *gives out hugs and more tissues* 

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