Mistful Summer (BxB)

• S2 | yan of thé Sorrow #2 | #15 •

| 9:15 am |
Josh Pov:

Sitting at the stairway thinking about everything that has happen between us. Is this really worth fighting for still, this boy has taken so much from me and he don't even know it. "Fuck man" I sighed grabbing the rail standing up as I pulled the door open.

Walking down standing in front of Yandel dorm door. The debate was real, everything in my head was telling me to walk away, but my heart was sending me every emotion we've shared together. Letting out another deep sigh as I pulled open their door. Mike turned back to me as I walked towards Yandel room. 

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This was my last opportunity to turn back as I pushed his door open. "Yan" I called out stepping in as I didn't see anyone. "He left for class" mike said walking pass me as I turned around standing in the doorway. "I didn't see him walk out the stairway?" I questioned. "He probably walked around, his class is on that end." He said walking pass me again.

"Alright" I mumbled back walking back out of their dorm. "Damn" I sighed heading towards the stairway. I stood in front of their building hoping I would see him, but no luck with that. Even tried calling him as his phone just rung.

I stood by my car looking around as I let the door handle go. A voice in my head was telling me to just leave, as I shook my head pulling the door handle open getting into the car.

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| 9:55 am |
Yandel Pov;

The professor was going over our upcoming exam as my head rested in the palm of my hand looking dryly at the board. The pin in my head tapped against the desk as I noticed other students getting up leaving the class room.

Shaking out of my day dream grabbing my backpack as the professor nodded his head at me. He didn't say anything as I walked towards the door heading out. Marian was standing by the only floor exit as I let out a soft sigh, turning the volume up on my phone.

His lips moved as I walked passed him. There was no way in hell my life was really turning out this way. Everything I've worked hard for felt pointless, I didn't see a purpose of being here. My ear phone was pulled from my ear interrupting my thought.

Shawn stood on the side of me as I didn't even bother to react. Grabbing my ear phone as I pushed it back in walking towards my dorm building. "Yandel" he spoke removing my earphone as I stopped turning towards him.

"Yes?" I calmly asked as he looked surprised. "No screaming wow" he mumbled. "Do you need something?" I politely asked. "Just making sure everything is okay" he said as I nodded my head. "Everything is perfect" I smiled. As I turned around rolling my eyes.

"I never meant for any of this to happen Yandel" He blurred out walking up beside me. "How many time will we have this conversation? Marian, just forget I exist and I'll do the same" I said stopping him. "That's what this is about, me not knowing anything about my life, my parents, and the true you. Nice knowing you Shawn, but please stay away or I will report you to the campus security" I said turning around walking backwards as he stood there.

For some reason my mind became eased. I couldn't fault my love life on anyone but myself. Silly me right? I chuckled out loud like a crazy person. "My life" I laughed again, taking a seat on the bench as cool air brushed against my face.