White wolf

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You want to beat him up?" He looked at me quizzically. I nodded I need to get my anger out I was just a ball of spastic emotions and I needed to hit him.

"Well Luna I don't think that's the best idea you've ever had," Rose squirmed slightly chewing her lip nervously. "I really don't want you hurt."

"I get that," I wasn't going to argue with them I wasn't even going to explain myself I just turned and walked away from them. It wouldn't be hard to track him down I just followed his all too familiar scent.

I tracked him down to a bedroom.

"Chloe, words cannot express how deeply sorry I am for my behavior. I ...." I heard him trail off, was he in the midst of an apology? Taking credit for his terrible actions? He continued, "it was not my place to kill your baby, the way I did it, was wrong."

"Alpha, he was sick. His eyes were turning red I didn't want to admit it but he was born with insanity all of our pups seems to be," she sucked in some air I could tell she was holding back her sobs. Born with insanity? The babies have been born with insanity? All these questions whirled in my head. Was this because of me.

"I still had no right. Chloe you have every right to be angry at me, my actions are unforgivable however I hope that some day you will forgive me."

"I forgive you already, you destroyed a monster before it grew." She hesitated, then continued on, "I fear for the pack alpha, what if all our children become insane? Do you know the reason why this is happening?"

My heart was beating so hard I felt like it was going to burst from my chest, it was my fault. Every one was going insane. All because a white wolf and black wolf can't mix, because we are polar opposites we will destroy ourselves and every one else. Those creatures are right I am an abomination.

"I promise to take care of it," he replied.

"Your parents would be proud Emmett." With that I turned and walked away, I won't cry but the guilt was heavy on my shoulders. I have to leave. For the good of the pack, I felt like that sappy girl in the movie who all she could do was cry but I couldn't help it.

"Luna," Emmet called out. I turned towards him. He bit his lip nervously and I stared up at him his amber eyes sparkled and I felt my heart flutter.

"Emmett I'm so sorry," I clenched my fist and swung, my knuckle meeting his jaw and making a loud snap sound. I held my breath waiting for him to freak a flash of red was all I saw but other then that nothing. He rubbed his jaw and began to chuckle.

"What," I clenched my fist again. I needed him mad at me, I needed him to hate me so that I could leave.

"You Luna, I just... Need to speak to you. I need to explain things without yelling being involved." He flashed me a smile and my whole body trembled.

I should hit him again. I can't see him looking so sweet he's pulling at my heart strings. I raised my fist again but he grabbed my hand and pulled me close. "Luna stop," he wrapped his arms around me. Our relationship was so bipolar an emotional roller coaster but I couldn't help and run back to him. I slowly wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt his lips press against the top of my head.
"I'll fix this. I will fix this." He lifted my chin so that I would stare up at him, my heart fluttered. "For you Luna." He bent down and pressed his lips against mine.

Fireworks, my whole body began to hum and all my thoughts were about him I felt our strings pull us closer. He hungrily kissed me more only breaking for a second to take a breath.

"Luna?" I heard a voice break through our love session, and we broke apart and scrambled to fix ourselves.

"Hi Rose," I sighed and gave one last look at Emmett who grumbled softly.

"Was I interrupting something?" She looked at me innocently biting her lip softly. Oh Rose you have the worst timing possible.

"Yeah you were," Emmett grumbled I shot Emmet a look and he sighed and turned. "Luna I would really like to talk more later maybe."

"We're you two kissing?" She bit her lip.

"We made up Rose," I couldn't help but smile my cheeks still hot.

"Weren't you going to beat him up?" She cocked her head to the side. I chuckled.

"I punched him," I began to walk away and she grabbed my wrist. I turned to her.

"Luna, don't let him bully you." I couldn't help but giggle. My head felt groggy I was too happy to even listen to any negative things. My life wasn't exactly fixed but that kiss was enough to distract me.