Awkward (Narry)

Chapter 39

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[LouisPOV]

Zayn and I have been hanging out a lot since the whole Narry coming out thing. Everyone's still a bit pissed at Liam because of his reaction and what happened to Niall but we're not going to hold grudges forever; I just feel more comfortable hanging out with Zayn and getting up to mischief with him at the moment. Which is where I'm heading today.

Harry's taking Niall to the doctors today to find out how he's healing up so I'd arranged to hang out with Zayn at his place. I'd gotten dressed this morning into my three quarter length jeans and a band shirt Harry had left at mine. After having something to eat I grabbed my keys, phone and wallet then exited my house jumping into the car and heading to Zayn's place.

I bopped my head to the music playing through the stereo as I drove carefully through traffic until I reached Zayn's house and switched off the engine. I climbed out the car grabbing my things and slipping them into my pocket as I made my way up the drive towards his door. Thankfully these past few weeks we haven't had a lot of paparazzi following us around which I good because with Niall injured and us not really talking to Liam we don't need rumours to start about the band splitting up because that's not going to happen.

I reached up and knocked on the door for Zayn to open it in seconds; he grabbed my arm and pulled me forcefully inside slamming me up against the wall. I gasped as I hit the back of my head on the wall behind me.

"Owe! Dude!"

"Sorry mate, I've had papz hanging around all day. Didn't want them cornering you." he said quickly and I nodded my head whilst holding the back of it.  

"It's cool. I'll forgive you if you stick the kettle on." I said and Zayn laughed heading into the kitchen.

I noticed as I followed him through to the kitchen that he had all his blinds and curtains shut with his lights on. Paparazzi must really be bothering him for him to do all this but I don't understand why they're just trying to question him.

"I haven't seen papz for days how comes they're all hanging around here?" I asked taking a seat on the kitchen counter."

"Ahh I guess you're going to find out sooner or later but um. Perrie broke up with me!" Zayn said and my mouth dropped open in shock.

"What?!"

"Yeah she said things we're getting to complicated and we never saw each other so she wanted to break it off for now," he sighed and then continued. "I'm ok with it though, I kind of saw it coming to be honest."

"You sure mate?" I asked concerned and he nodded.

"Yeah. We split a week ago. I didn't tell anyone because I wanted everyone to be focused on Niall but the papz found out and now they want answers." he laughed and I found it rather odd him being so ok with this.

"As long as you're ok mate?"

"I'm fine, stop worrying. Besides hanging out with you these past couple weeks has helped me get passed It." he explained and I smiled knowing I could help him through it even though I didn't know about it.

Zayn handed me my mug of tea so I jumped off the side and followed him through to the living room taking a seat on the sofa next to him as he grabbed the remote and started channel surfing. He stopped on a random documentary channel and turned to face me.

"So have you heard anything from Harry or Niall yet?" he asks and I shake my head.

"No I haven't yet but I'm sure everything is fine. When I spoke to Harry the other day he said Niall's burns were healing really well."

"Oh that's good. Let's hope they can join us in the studio soon." Zayn says and I nod this time.

We both sit and sip on our tea as we engage in random conversation about how our mornings have been and what's on the tele before I change the subject.

"So what we doing today?" I ask and Zayn shrugs.

"I don't mind mate, whatever you want!" He answers and I jump up off the sofa and head over to his game collection.

"How about some Little Big Planet?" I asked referring to the joke game I brought him not long ago that's made for younger kids.

"Yeah go for it." he laughs getting up from the sofa and turning on his consol before grabbing a couple controllers and sitting back down.

I placed the game in his PS3 and took a seat back on the sofa next to Zayn as he passed me a controller and we got to playing. We laughed our heads of as our little random characters bobbed around on the screen.

"Hey that's not fair I was going to get that!" I gasped as Zayn grabbed a balloon I was going to get.

"Too slow!" Zayn laughed and pushed me playfully so I pushed him back.

Soon enough after a bit of pushing and shoving Zayn and I ended up on the floor rolling around on top of each other play fighting over who should have got the single balloon on the game. We both laughed and joked as we rolled around until we came to a halt in the middle of the living room with me straddling Zayn as he lay underneath me still laughing.

I couldn't help but notice the beautiful colours in his eyes; the green and brown mixing together making a gorgeous hazel colour. His lips are a rose pink colour lying just slightly parted as he lets giggles pass by them. As my focus travels from his gorgeous eyes to his parted lips I couldn't help but find myself leaning in. I didn't second think it nor did I hesitate as my lips connected to his.

I cupped his face in my hands as he moved his lips against mine. He was kissing me back just as forcefully as I was kissing him. This is weird. I'm not gay. I don't like guys and I have a girlfriend. I pull away from Zayn shocked at my actions and quickly jump off him. I look down to see Zayn put his hands up covering his face. Now that I've thought about what I've just done I'm shocked at myself. I quickly grab my things and bolt out the front door not looking back.