Twenty-Seven

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READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END PLEASE.

February 27th, 2011

dear Arix,

sometimes i wonder what's the point of my existence. how easy would it be to just slip away, and disappear? no one would notice, no one would care. mum could get a boyfriend and start a new, better life. a life she deserves. i could, oh i don't know, jump off a bride? shoot myself? get hit by a car? so many different options yet they all scare me.

fuck.

i think i want to die and leave this cruel world but then i freak out and cry and smash a pillow on my face and god, it scares me to die but it scares me to keep living and feeling this pain.

i don't even know what to do anymore.

-Paige

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A/N: What did I just write.

Dedicated to Lily, because she's lovely and my new Wattpad friend.

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-Hannah

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