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Prolouge

-Nagisa-
I ran to my mom and dad with my report card from grade school,I got high results and I managed to get into Kunugigaoka Junior High.The Middle school my parents wanted me to go.

"Mom,Dad!Look!!"I exclaimes happily as I showed them my report card

My parents took a look at my grades before smiling widely.The both of them hugged me tightly,saying they are proud of me.

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It was the first day of second year in Kunugigaoka Junior High.I had no friends and I was bullied.I tried my best to ignore them and focused on my studies,I didn't know my life was falling apart,slowly and slowly.Until my mother,Hiromi Shiota,suffered from cancer.She had to live in the hospital for surgery and stuff.Ever since then,My dad was driven to insanity.
He always wanted a boy.And when My mother gave birth to me,he was upset.He almost killed me,but my mother somehow managed to stop him from it as he loved her too much.

"Nagisa!I want you to throw away all of these!!"He ordered me

He pointed at the dresses my mother bought for me for my birthday.

"Dad,I can't throw them..Mom bought them for me--"

"HOW DARE YOU TALK BACK TO YOUR FATHER!YOU ARE A BOY,NOT A GIRL.BOYS DON'T WEAR DRESSES,WHY WON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS TO WORK EVERYDAY?!CAN'T YOU AT LEAST LISTEN TO MY ORDERS AND OBEY ME?!!"He said in fury as he tugged on my now short hair which was growing

He grabbed my head and threw me against the wall.I fell on the floor and collapsed,He began kicking me and punching me.Screaming,'You ungrateful son!','You should just die!','Kill yourself,No one ever loved you!'

With the final blow,he threw me to the hallway,yelling at me to go to my room.I leaned against the wall for support as I walked to my room.I collapsed on my bed and began crying

"Why is life so unfair?!"
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I got out of my bed.My whole body still aching.I slowly walked to the bathroom and took a shower.It was July already and my birthday is in a week.
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I tugged the sleeves of my uniform down.Despite the hot weather today,I still continued walking to school.The cuts are stinging but,who cares?I've grown used to the stinging pain.

I suddenly tripped on the ground.

Shit..I'm too weak to even walk?!

I slowly get up and continued walking to the direction of Kunugigaoka Junior High,My middle school.

"Today's the day I guess,where My existence will be vanished.It's not like anyone cares about me"I spoke out loud

~Karma~
I punched the guy until his face was covered in bruises.I pulled his collar up

"Don't even think about messing with me again or I'll show you what death is."And I threw him on the ground

I walked away from the scene and bumped into her.Despite the fact that she was dressed like a boy and the hair was cut,I knew it was a girl

"S-sorry..."she mumbled quietly before walking away

"Akabane Karma,please meet me in the principal's office"The speaker was on

A witness,heh?
Whatever

I made my way to the principal's office,ignoring everyone's attention
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Lecture,lecture,lecture,How boring!
They already know I beat up someone,so why won't they cane me or something?

"Oi,Akabane,How was it in the office?"A random guy came up to me

I clicked my tongue,"Fuck off,bastard"

I walked up the stairs and made my way to a certain place,The rooftop.I closed the door behind me,muttering a few profanities

"Goodbye....everyone"

"What the?...."I turned around and saw her standing at the edge of the rooftop,"Oi!Don't do it!"

I placed my arms around her waist and pulled her backwards

"No!Let me go!"

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Hello!It's me,Author chan!So,this is my first attempt on making a Karmagisa fic where Nagisa has depression!I hope this turns out good^^