there's a talent show
im in it
nice
imma play the uke and sing some owl city so
yeah idk
school started
that's ok more or less
everyday i appreciate the fact that i am no longer an emo 8/9th grader,,,
may i also say that everyday i appreciate the masterwork,,, steven universe,,
u no what i do not appreciate ??
all of my writing inspo is gone,,,
where'd it go
also im wearing makeup and i do not like it (tm)
probably because i suck at doing it lol
idk it just makes me feel fake ???
but that is the point,, as i am a different person on stage
or am i myself on stage ??? (iloominooti music plays)
i don't know maybe i will figure out the difference someday
or maybe someday there will be no difference
tbh i think mascara looks gross
like it makes ur eyelashes look all sticky and yucky
that's why i don't get too close to my classmates,,,
because then i start staring at it like, "what the f u c k is this ???"
like it's perfect for far away tho because then u have eyelashes
but up close ?? nah
i mean idc if u wear it because honestly who gives a fuck about ur eyelashes
eyelashes don't determine attractiveness for me but if them luscious lashes turn you on,
g-g-g go for it
today there were a lot of kids on the bus
i sat next to josh because he was Least Likely To Annoy Me Out Of Everyone
so that was good
there was this kid blaring shitty music tho
it was like punk rock,,, but too hard
like a hair short of being metal
i just turned up my blink 182 lol
why did i write this like poetry
it is not
what is this
also in the event that foster ever sees this
this is my invitation to 1v1 me over that "ur not relatable" comment
yours truly,
nagdhnjekwkaksksjsjen
