Broken||Chris Brown Love Story

Chapter 3

~Later that night~

Jaila..

Everyone was asleep and I was the only one up.. Watching Boyz 'N' The Hood.. My favorite movie..

I was really trying to get my mind off of cutting...

I really can't help to think about it..

I'm really tempted..

But I'm not going to do it..

So I continued watching the movie..

This was my brothers favorite movie.. We would always watch this together..

Gosh how I miss him..

He was the only person that kept me Sane.. Literally the only person...

I wish he was still here..

I wish he was there to save me when I got raped..

Why'd he have to go?

I keep thinking about the first time I got raped..

(A/N:Jaila is 21)

(A/N:This is very graphic.. Don't read if you don't want to)
*14 years ago*

I was playing with my Barbie dolls in my room.. By myself..

Then my mom walked into my room.

"Jaila."

"Yes?"

"Joe's going to come in here to talk to you.. He's going to ask you to do something's. You better not cry.. Don't yell don't say anything.. Or I'm going to whoop you.. Okay?"She questioned

"Um.. Okay.." I nodded my head.

Joe.. My mom's husband walked into my room.

"Hey babygirl" Joe sat next to me.

"Hi"I spoke shyly..

"I want you to go lay down on the bed.."He caressed my hair.

He made me feel uncomfortable.. I wanted to say no. But I didn't want a whoopin..

I nodded getting up and laying on the bed.

"Okay now I want you to take your clothes off.. Even your underwear."He mumbled taking his pants off..

"N-no."I choked out..

"What did I say?!"He yelled smacking my face.

I cried taking my clothes off..

"Now lay down on your back and spread your legs."He jerked himself..

I began sobbing.. Doing what he told me. I didn't want to get in trouble by my mom..

So I tried to quiet my cries.

Joe laid on top of me.. Positioning himself to enter me..

Then he slammed into me..

"Stop! Please. It hurts!!"I yelled.

"Shut up bitch damn"He smacked me and groaned in my ear..

"Damn you so tight.. You like that baby?huh?"He asked.. I shook my head no.

That went on for hours until he was done with me..

"Now go take a bath and get cleaned up"He mumbled kissing my forehead.

*End Of Flashback*

I didn't even notice that I was crying until now..

Ever since that day.. I hated my "mom" because she let him continue to hurt me. Over and over.

She even let his friends rape me.

I grabbed the razor from my pocket and started to cut.

Chris..

I got out of the bed that I was sleeping in at August house and went to use the restroom.

After I finished I washed my hands..

I was walking into the living room when I seen that Jaila girl doing something to her arm..

I noticed she was crying too.

I walked closer to the couch and noticed she was cutting herself.

I don't know if I should stop her or mind my business..

Me being me.. I decided to stop her..

"Hey baby girl"I called out..

She didn't look up she just continued to cut.

So I walked over and grabbed the razor from her arm..

"No give it back!"She yelled

"No.. Let me clean your arm up"

"Give it back!!"She yelled again.

"You are not getting this back.. Keep on screaming your going to wake up Amara"I mumbled

"Okay."Jaila spoke softer than before.

"Now. Let me clean your arm up.."

Jaila followed me to the restroom.

"Sit on the sink" I got all the things to clean her cuts with..

It was pretty awkward because she would stare at me and I would catch her..

But she would look down..

"Why do you do this?"I asked breaking the silence.

"What?"She asked..

"This might burn" I sprayed bactine on her cuts.

"This.. Why do you cut?"

"I really don't want to answer that.. Thanks"

"Okay you don't have to"I put all the things up..

"Im gonna go to bed now.. Goodnight"Jaila mumbled getting off the sink.

"Yeah,goodnight"I sighed.. She's going to be hard to talk to..

But I am going to talk to her..

I went back in my room and went to sleep

Boring chapter.. I know

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