He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1

47: Strong

I didn't get out. The next day I woke up really early and had a shower and got ready. I had to get out. I put on make up and a fake smile. I went out. Riker stayed the night and he was asleep. Before I went i kissed him. And ran. Right now I'm in the park, feeling miserable as always. And they came.
Krissy and co. "Hey bitch" she says.
"Hi Krissy" I reply slowly.
"I called him" she says. "I know" I say.
"He told you didn't he?" I nodded.
"He didn't believe me. Your lucky. He's putting on an act and pretending to love you. Really, he wants you dead"
I stood up.
"Then why did he help me? Why did he save me? Why does he wake up in the night to check on my everyday? Why does he call me beautiful every day? Why does he cuddle me all the time? Why does he always say he loves me? And why does he know me so well, to know where I keep my blades!?"
Krissy was stunned. So were her gang.
"Exactly! All you can do is hurt other people and make them feel bad about them selves! When really your not any better! Your shit! That's why all you do is bully others! You must be so bored to have time to be cruel!" I exclaim.
She stepped forward. "Never talk to me like that again" she whispers.
"We're not in a library" I say.
"Stop acting smart" she says.
"I am so yeah" I say.
"At least I have a Mom" she smirked
The words came crashing down on me.

I'm an orphan.

I ran. I heard her and her crew laughing. They're laughs were louder and louder. I ran faster and I made it to the back of my house. I jumped over the fence and darted through the kitchen windows. "Lena?" I ran to my room and locked the door. I then started crying. "Lena what's up?" I opened the door and Riker came in.
"I went to the park" I sob.
"What happened there?" He asks.
"I saw Krissy and her friends"
"What did they say?" He asks me.
"She told me that she called you. And then I got rude and then..." I cried harder. I couldn't even speak properly.
"She said 'at least I have a Mom'!"
"where is she!?" He exclaims.
"Last time I saw her at the park"
"Natalie?" Riker called. "What?"
"Can you do Lena a favour?" She ran up. "What happened!?" She exclaimed.
I cried and cried into Rikers arms while he told her. "I will smash that girl! Where are the girls!?" She yelled.
She called Rydel, Courtney & Grace.
"We're gonna kill her" she says.
She grabbed her phone, hugged me and went. I'm so grateful for my nugget.
I was still crying my heart out but it didn't matter. I was with the guy I love. And that's all that matters right now.

Riker had to shower so I went to sit on my bed. I cried more and more. Not to loud. I didn't want him to get pissed off. I heard the bathroom door open and I wiped my tears quickly. I put on a fake smile once again as he entered the room. Shirtless. Damn. He sat in front of me and wiped my eyes. Damn I didn't do good on they. "You okay?"
"I'm fine now" I lie.
"I know your lying but I'll ignore it"
Damn he's good. I smile a fake smile.
"I love you" I say.
"I love you" he replies kissing my forehead. He takes hold of my hand and guides me downstairs. We sat at the table and he gave me juice. I didn't want to eat but I didn't want to make him sad so I ate and drank. The girls came back looking angry as ever.
"I hate her!" Natalie screams.
"What happened?" I ask as they all sat at the table. "That bitch! Ugh!"
"We confronted her and she acted all fake and told lies about you so Natalie slapped her. Then she got her gang out and we proper cussed her and then she said really horrible stuff" Delly says.
"Like?" Riker asks, feeding me toast.
"First she put down Lena & Lyds. And then it was about your family. Then she trashed down R5 and I died! She called us names like fat and ugly but we didn't care about that. She trashed out friends and she's gonna pay!" Grace says.
"You guys are sweet but this is my fault. I shouldn't bring school issues home"
"Lena stop! She was horrid to me!"
"She's so mean" Courtney says quietly.
"Obviously!" Natalie says angrily.
"Natalie calm down" Delly says.
"I'm just so pissed" she mutters.
"How do you do it Lena? We can't stand 10 seconds of her cruelness"
"I'm used to it" I say pushing the half eaten toast away and guiltily leaving.