~ a few months later ~
Rinna has been going strong for so long. I'm still not over Riker. Natalie is always with Rocky still. I'm so alone.
Today I woke up and Natalie was doing her make up. She saw me.
"Hey! Me and Rocky are going-"
"Are you serious!?" I yell.
"What...?" She asks.
"You and Rocky have been glue for 5 months! My major crush is going out with my bully! Do you know what I've been doing!?" I shout.
"I've been crying. I've been hating myself. I've been all alone. By myself! WITH NO ONE! I really could use a friend but then again I've already lost her" I say. Nat was speechless.
"I didn't know you felt this way..."
"No shit" I mutter.
"Look if you want we can hang today and I'll tell Rocky that our date is off?"
I didn't reply. I was to pissed off.
"Why aren't you over Riker?" Oh god.
"Really!? The girl who saved me from death which HIS GIRLFRIEND CAUSED is asking me!?" I exclaim.
"Lena I know it's hard but you need to get over him" she says.
"It's not that easy. You weren't over Ryan for a good year!" I say
"He tried to rape me!" She yells.
"I have scars on my arms and my heart is broke!! Didn't you think of that?!" I yell back. I went to the bathroom and slammed the door behind me. Me and Natalie's first fight. I took a long shower and put some music on. I put full on make up on and got into a black beanie, a white top, black jeans and short black boots. I grabbed my bag and left the house. I've been inside to long. I need to get outside man!
I decided to go Starbucks. I saw Riker and Jenna. At our table. I ignored them and ordered my drink. I bumped into Riker on the way out. I rolled my eyes and pushed past him. UGHH!!!!!'
"Lena?" I ignored him and walked down the street sipping my drink. If he's going to ignore me, I'll do the same. I turned round and saw Jenna and Riker kiss and then she got into her car and went. I ran away from Riker as I knew he would come after me. I made it to Target and went inside. I brought a bag of Doritos.
"Lena?" I look up and saw Mikayla.
"Hey Mik" I say.
"What's that on your arm?" She asks.
"I was in Sephora before"
"Are those scars?" She asks.
I ignored her and walked out of the shop. I should have worn sleeves.
And I bumped into Riker again. I ran.
"Lena wait!" I didn't wait. There was so much around it was hard to get around. I was running across the road and back flipped over a car. Did I just do that? I had thought. I got to the park and sat on a bench. And he sat beside me 10
minuets later. I got up but he pulled me back. "Lena please! You can't ignore me forever!" He begs.
"I'm fine with it" I reply.
"Well I'm not!" He says. I gave in. I was trying to hard not to cry. I think he noticed. "I won't judge you if you cry" he says. I bursted into tears. I cried into his arms. I always screw things up.
He ran its hands up and down me arms... and stopped when he felt a scar.
"Please tell me these aren't what I think they are!" He says.
"I'm sorry" I whisper.
"You could have died! Why would you do that to yourself!? Who made you do this!? Have the fans been hating? Has Jenna said anything? Was it Nat-"
"Riker" I cut him off.
"Who made you do this?" He asks.
"You"
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He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1
Fanfiction"Oh my god Natalie he's coming this way!" I whisper to her. "Act natural!" She says. I watched as her stopped by Paige Clark... and kissed her. I broke down in tears. I couldn't even watch. I think i was loud because he looked up. I turned the corne...
