The break up lasted only 4 hours. I ran across the road and banged the door bell as well as door. Rydel opened up.
"Why did you hurt Riker!?" She yells.
"Rydel, I made a huge mistake and I need to get him back!" I explain.
"Oh. He's upstairs" she smiles. I ran up to Rikers room and heard crying. I've never seen Riker cry. I have to be prepared for this moment. I open the door slowly and Riker was sitting on his pillow, hugging his knees and crying. Why did I do this to him!?
"Riker" i say quietly. He looked up.
"What do you want?" He mutters.
"You" I sat in front of him and grabbed his shaking hands and squeezed it.
"Riker I'm so sorry. I was over reacting over nothing. I miss you so much and I I want you back but I know you won't take me back-" he cut me off by kissing me. Did I ever tell you that I got a special feeling when Riker kissed me? There would be fireworks around us and my body would vibrate. We would hold each other tightly like we never wanted to let go. Then the door opened... "YES RIKER!" We pull away and saw Ryland & Ross.
"Hey losers" I say crossing my legs on the bed.
"Ryland wants to go girl hunting. We were gonna ask Riker to come but looks like he already has one" Ross smiles.
"Ryland I could hook you up with my friend" I say. His eyes lit up.
"What's her name!?" He exclaims.
"Savannah Hudson" I reply.
"From The Heirs!?" I nodded.
"I'll text you her number" I yell as the boys grabbed their skateboards and went to the park.i turned to Riker.
"So... am I forgiven?" I ask.
Riker nodded and put his head on my lap. I ran my hands through his perfect blonde hair. Rikers beautiful. He's like a gift. He's so cute and adorable and shy. How could anyone not like him?
He's the cutest thing ever!! SQUEEE!!
"Thank you" he mumbles. Awww!
Later we went to play Wii again. We cuddled on the couch and used the same remote like we always do. Rikers siblings ran in and yelled at us
"I KNEW IT!" Rydel squeals
"RENAAAA!" Ross jumped next to us.
"I TOLD YOU ALL I WAS PHYSIC!"
"GUYS!" I yell. The all stopped.
"Come play Wii" I say. They all shrug and flopped down anywhere.
Ry tossed everyone a remote - minus Rydellington who shared one.
I moved my head slightly down so it was resting on Rikers chest. His heart beat relaxed me. Yes that sound weird but it does. We all played Wii and ate food and laughed. Then the door opened and Rocky & Natalie came in. I rolled my eyes and then laughed as Riker pretended to bite my neck making it tickle. Everyone watched.
"Get off" I giggle pushing him away.
"Hey guys" Natalie smiles.
"Hey" everyone chorused minus me.
I played with my blue painted nails and looked around the room. I wasn't going to speak to her. She did the same thing twice. And I'll never forgive her for what she did. "Hey Lena" she smiles.
I ignored her and pretended not to hear
"Can we play?" Rocky asks. Please say no please say no please say no...
"Sure!" Ross says as they sit on the same couch as us. I got up. Bitches.
"I'm gonna go bathroom" I say quickly.
I walked upstairs and slammed the door. Ugh I'm so pissed off! When Rocky broke her I was there for her! I wish Riker had let me kill myself. I'm just a waste of space. No Lena don't think like that! Riker loves you! Maybe not! He does. Impossible. Possible. No. WHAT!? I started crying. I don't know what to do. Then I remembered:
"If you ever feel like you want to do something like this please call me or text me. I hate seeing you in pain" Riker says as he traces the scars sadly.
I scrolled through my contacts and found Babe💯. I clicked call, shaking.
"Lena are you okay?" He asks.
"Come please" I cry quietly. I sat on the closed toilet and wiped my eyes. I ended the call and I heard him run upstairs and open the door and came in. He shut it and locked it.
"Did you hurt yourself?" He asks.
"No but I wanted to. I was thinking so much and..." I didn't want to talk.
"Hey you don't have to talk" he says gently wiping my tears from my cheekbones. He's so SWEEET AHHH!
"I'm sorry I just ruined everything!"
Like always. No I don't. Yes I do. UGH!
"Hey it's not your fault" he says.
I took hold of his hand and squeezed it.
"I'm gonna get cleaned up I'll see you in a bit" I say. He kissed my cheek and leaves. I found my make up bag that I left here a while ago and redid my make up after I washed my face. I looked OK. It dosent look bait that I was crying. I take my hair out of its ponytail and it bounces down my shoulder. I ran a hand through my hair and opened the door to see Riker waiting for me. I smiled and we went downstairs. We sat next to Rydellington who were adorable. Nat kept glancing at me but I ignored it.
Riker noticed I was fidgeting so he pulled me onto his lap, our hands in my lap. GOD WHYS HE SO SWEET 😍😍
We all hung out more and then it was late so I had to go home. Riker insisted on driving me but I wanted to walk so we had time to talk. we held hands and walked through the cool night air in the busy streets of LA.
"So... what happened?" He asked me.
"I was pissed with Nat. We made a promise when we were little that we would never let a guy come in between us but she broke it twice. She went out with two Fuckboys and I supported her. When Rocky hurt her, I supported her. WE did! And I just felt so..."
I didn't know any words to describe how I was feeling. But Riker knew tons.
"Sad, Worthless, Lonely..." spot on.
"Yes yes and yes. I just didn't want to be alive and then I thought of us and debating if you liked me or not..."
"Why would you think I like you?" He asks as we stop. What...? Oh my god. This whole time he was lying. He never liked me! He felt sorry for me! Tears filled my eyes. I can't believe this...
"I love you Lena"
he says before kissing me. Oh. I kissed back though. No ones ever said they loved me before. In boy-wise. We pulled away and smiled.
"You know what? I feel a lot better now" I say and it was true. We walked along the sidewalk smiling.
Before Riker went I stopped him.
"By the way, I love you to" I say.
I kiss him and then we hug and then he leaves. Rikers so...magical. Legitimately✌️
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He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1
Fanfiction"Oh my god Natalie he's coming this way!" I whisper to her. "Act natural!" She says. I watched as her stopped by Paige Clark... and kissed her. I broke down in tears. I couldn't even watch. I think i was loud because he looked up. I turned the corne...
