"Riker I'm so sorry!" I exclaim.
"I didn't mean to... I just... I didn't think and then I didn't know she was going to..." he cut me off.
"It's okay" he says.
"It's not! I ruined your relationship! You were so happy and then I decided to ruin it by kissing you" I say.
"I kissed back though" he says.
"Riker I'm so so so sorry!"
"Hey it's fine. As long as your forgive me?" He asks smirking. Oh wow.
"Okay I do but please don't hate me!"
"I don't hate you. Uh I need to go I'll talk to you later" he says leaving.
Riker isn't fine with it. He's upset. He's angry. And it's all my fault.
•RIKER POV•
I got into my house and ran upstairs. I slammed my door and locked it, not caring that Rocky was trying to get inside. I sat on my bed. What just happened? Jenna broke up with me.
It's all Lenas fault. She kissed me. But I kissed back. But Natalie posted it! I yelled in frustration and threw something at the wall. The glass smashed all over the floor. It was a photo of me and Lena. Lena rang me.
"What do you want!? You ruined things enough!" I snap.
"Riker you left your-"
"Yeah I don't care. Just never talk to me again! Your ruined my life!"
I cut the call. I hate Lena.
•LENA POV•
"Nat he hates me" I cry.
"He dosent he's just being stupid!"
"He said I ruined his life!" I say.
"Riker is an idiot! He dosent think!"
"I need my friend back!" I say.
Then I had an idea. I went to to my room and found my One Last Time Ariana Grande Karaoke CD. I called the Lynches minus Riker and Ratliff and told them my plan. Me and Natalie went to the Lynches house and they helped me set up everything. I turned the music on as Ross opened Rikers window.
"I was a liar
I gave in to the fire
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest
Feel like a failure
'Cause I know that I failed you
I should've done you better
'Cause you don't want a liar
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything,
But, boy, I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything,
But I got nothing here without you
Riker looked out his window and saw.
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise, after that, I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
I don't deserve it
I know I don't deserve it,
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me?
At least just temporarily
I know that this is my fault
I should've been more careful
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything,
But, boy, I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything,
But I got nothing here without you, baby
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise, after that I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home (la li he)
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest (yeah)
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it, babe
'Cause I don't wanna be without you
(Oh)
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home (who takes you home, babe)
One more time
I promise, after that I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms (wake up in my arms)
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home (yeah)
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home"
I look up. Riker was gone. I started crying again. He really does hate me.
"Lena" everyone ran up to me and hugged me. "Let's just go home" Nat suggests. We all agree and start to go.
"WAIT!" I spun round.
•RIKER POV•
I didn't stop texting Jenna. I miss her to much. Why does Lena mess up!?
"Hey bro" Ross says coming in.
"What?" I ask rolling my eyes.
"It's dark you should get some light" he says opening my window. I heard music from outside and singing.
"What are you up to?" I ask him.
"Nothing. Just look" he says.
I look out the window and Lena was there singing!
"Why is she here!?" I exclaim.
"Riker she feels bad! I know that you love her! I'm a love expert! I can see it. You kissed her back. You don't love Jenna! She has only been crying and cutting!" He says. Then he put a hand over his mouth. CUTTING!?!?!?!?!?
"Cutting!?" I exclaim.
"Yeah she did that remember? When you ignored her for 5 months!"
"Oh okay" I reply. Ross went and I watched her from outside.
I was a liar
I gave in to the fire
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest
Feel like a failure
'Cause I know that I failed you
I should've done you better
'Cause you don't want a liar
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything,
But, boy, I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything,
But I got nothing here without you
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise, after that, I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
I don't deserve it
I know I don't deserve it,
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me?
At least just temporarily
I know that this is my fault
I should've been more careful
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything,
But, boy, I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything,
But I got nothing here without you, baby
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise, after that I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home (la li he)
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest (yeah)
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it, babe
'Cause I don't wanna be without you
(Oh)
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home (who takes you home, babe)
One more time
I promise, after that I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms (wake up in my arms)
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home (yeah)
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
She looks like she's in pain. This is all my fault. I ran out of my room and out side into the drive. They were going!
"WAIT!" I yell. Lena spun round and saw me. Time to make things right.
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