"Why won't you talk to me!?"
"Your keep being a bitch!"
"How was I a bitch!?"
"I was broken! I was cutting! You left me to rot and went off with Mr Perfect Guy! You didn't give a shit!"
"Gosh why is everything about you!?"
"Fucking bitch who said that!?"
"Looks like it you asshole!"
"You just don't get it!"
"YOUR BEING STUPID!"
"YOUR BEING AN IDIOT"
"SO ARE YOU! YOUR UGLY!"
"YOUR NOT ANY BETTER!"
"NO WONDER RIKER NEVER LOVED YOU! YOUR WORTH NOTHING!"
"WELL HE DIDNT CHEAT!"
"ROCKY IS PERFECT!"
"NOT REALLY MISS PERFECT!"
"YOU BITCH SHUT UP!!"
"MAKE ME! YOU CANT BITCH!"
"I DONT WANNA TOUCH YOU, FAT SHIT! YOUR SO FAT GO DIET!"
"YOUR NOT PERFECT ANYWAY!"
"YOU CALLED ME MISS PERFECT!"
"SARCASM YOU DIMWIT!"
"GET OUT!" So I did. "I'll come for my things soon" I say. I grabbed my phone and left. Just like that. I ran all the way to Rikers house. It was pouring with rain to! I go there, soaked and Riker opened up. "Babe what's wrong!?" He noticed I was crying to. He pulled me inside the house and I wiped my eyes.
"Have you got any spare Room?"
"Yeah why?" He asks as we head to the bathroom, I was shivering a lot!
"Me and Natalie had a huge fight and she told me to leave" I say sadly.
"But you both pay the bills..." he says.
"I didn't think ok!?" I cry out.
"Sorry " he gives me a hug and I cried more. I can't believe what just happened. Rocky stormed in.
"What did you say to her!?" He yells.
"She started it!" I yell back.
"You didn't have to call her a bitch!"
"My mom told me not to lie!"
"Well up or mom gave birth to a worthless person!" He left angrily.
"He's gonna regret that" Riker followed him. Riker came back a while later and he had some clothes. I took them.
"I'll wait in my room" he says. I nod and he leaves so I lock up and get into the shower. I had a long restful shower and got ready into the clothes that I left last week. I blow dried and tied my hair up and then went to Rikers room.
I sat down beside him and leaned my head on his shoulder and sighed.
"I screwed up" I say.
"Hey you didn't do anything. She was being a bad friend. But you'll both make up again. I promise" he says.
I thought about what Natalie said. She said that I'm worth nothing. I'm ugly. I'm fat. "Riker" I say quietly.
"Do you think I'm... like..." I didn't know how to say it. I moved a bit away.
"Uhm... not pretty?" I stammer.
"Your not pretty babe, your beautiful"
"Overweight?" I ask more quietly:
"More like UNDERweight"
"Am I worth anything really?"
"Your my everything. I would even scream it to the world" he says.
"Go on" I joke. He put his lips near my ear. "Your my everything" he whispers.
"I said to the world" I giggle.
"You are my world" that comment made me lean up and kiss his cheek.
"Your really sweet ya know" I say.
"It's because I love you" he says.
Rydel ran in. "Omg I'm so sorry for interrupting!" She says quickly.
"Hey it's fine. What's up?" Riker asks.
"I spoke to Mom & Dad and they said they would love it if you came to stay for a while! And that means we can be roomies!" She say happily. YAY!
"That would be INSANE!" I exclaim.
"Me and Ellington are going for pizza. I'm guessing your both to busy cuddling" she smirks. I giggle.
"Yes we are" I laugh. Riker looks at me weirdly so I hit his arm lightly.
"Aw! I'll bring you guys some!"
She left and then he asks me:
"Lena why did you ask those questions for?" He asks me. I didn't say a word.
"Did Natalie say those things?" I nodded, wiping my tears.
"Baby she's just jealous of you. Your perfect. If I could change anything about you then it would be hard because your flawless"
"Your really good at making me feel better" I say. "I love you" I add.
"I love you more" he replies.
"Not possible" I tease him. I got up and stuck my tongue out. He got up. Crap. Riker chased me around the house. He finally caught me and threw me on his bed. I laugh and he lays next to me.
"Okay maybe it is possible" I say.
"Not maybe. It's 100% true" then he leans in and sparks fly as our lips lock together, giving my body a great feeling and sensation. I love Riker so much
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He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1
Fanfiction"Oh my god Natalie he's coming this way!" I whisper to her. "Act natural!" She says. I watched as her stopped by Paige Clark... and kissed her. I broke down in tears. I couldn't even watch. I think i was loud because he looked up. I turned the corne...
