He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1

33: Moving Back

"Who else knows" he asks.
"Natalie" I reply.
"Your Mom doesn't know?" He asks.
"I managed to hide it from her even though it was hard. I told Natalie & she helped me. When I had to give birth, Natalie managed to get my Mom to go out with her Mom. My older cousin knew to and she lived nearby and said she would take care of my baby. I visited every day and we told my Mom it was her child. Then people were close to finding out about it so they moved to New York" I reply. It was quiet.
"We should go" he says. I nodded and got up. We went downstairs and everyone was gone minus Natalie.
"He knows?" She asks. I nodded.
"Do not betray her! And never tell a single soul! I will ruin your life if you do!" She threatens Riker. He nods.
"When they coming?" She asks me.
"Tomorrow" I say nervously.
"They can stay here! Don't worry Lena. We'll figure this out. All three of us" she says. We all had a group hug and we went home. When we got home Riker helped me pack as I was moving back in with Natalie. We both got into our pyjamas and he told me to sleep in his bed with him. When we were in bed he wrapped his arms round me and held me close to him keeping me warm.
"So... can I meet them?" He asks.
"Obviously" I say.
"I'll be the best uncle ever!" He says.
"She's gonna think of you like a Dad"
"Nooo" he laughs. I smirk at him.
"Watch" I say before closing my eyes and falling asleep, safe is rikers arms.

I wake up really early. Rikers still sleeping and softly snoozing. I lifted my head from his chest and looked at him.
He was such a adorable cutie! ew I'm drooling. BUT HES CUTE ASF! I kiss his lips and then slowly unwrap my self from him. I crept to the bathroom & got washed and dressed into black jeans, a black r5 tee & a navy hoodie. I slipped on black vans and pulled my hair into a ponytail. I had a bit of breakfast & then I sat on the bed and waited for Riker to wake up. About an hour later he woke up.
"Morning beautiful" he says.
"Morning cutie" I reply, giggling.
He sat up and pulled me into a hug.
"What time were you up?" He asks.
"Seven" I reply. He kissed my forehead.
"I'll go get ready and we'll leave"
15 minuets later we were outside Natalie's house. Riker helped me and Nat unpack my things and then there was a knock at the door. I opened up.

"MOMMY!"
"LYDS!" My three year old daughter jumped into my arms.
"I've missed you!" She smiles.
"I've missed YOU!" I reply.
"Hey Len!" Grace says.
"Hey Grace!" I hug her.
"Natlie!" Lydia hugged Natalie to.
"Hey kiddie!" Nat hugged her.
"Mommy that's Riker Lynch!"
"What!?" Me, Nat & Riker say.
"She's a big fan" grace says.
"Mommy is Riker your boyfriend?"
"I SHIP RENA!" Nat yells.
"Me to!" Lydia giggled.
"ME THREE!" Grace chips in.
"And me!" Riker says like a kid.
"Mommy why is Riker here?"
"Riker came to play with you!" I say.
"Really!? Yay!" She pulled all of us with her little arms to the living room and went. She returned with a box full of toys. "I found them" Natalie says.
"Ok so, Natlie has to be Teweasa, Gracie has to be Skipper & Mommy & Uncle Riker can be Barbie & Ken! And I'll be Chelsea" she decided.
"I told you so!" Riker says.
"Shut up Riker!" I say "Poo" he says.
"Mommy, Uncle Riker, your are not 'appose to talk like that" Lydia giggles.

We all played with Lydia and then later on me and her were together."Mommy, tell me where  is MY daddy?Everyone has one!" She says. "Your Daddy is..." I stammer."Right here!" Riker ran in and picked up Lydia and ran away." Okay then" I giggle. WAIT! CRAP!Natalie & Grace came back with four cans of coke & a orange juice box plus some cookies.
"They're besties?" Grace asks me.
"Riker told her that he was her Dad!"
"What!?" They exclaim.
"I was panicking when she asked and he just came and told her that!"
"But when she's older what are you gonna say?" Natalie asks me.
"I'll tell her the truth" I say. Riker & Lyds came back and flopped on the arm chair laughing and panting.
"Grace, Natlie this is my daddy!" Lydia says. Daddy. That's what she thinks.
"So what now?" Riker asks.
"Maybe you should decided DADDY!"
Grace took Lyds to the toilet and me and Natalie killed Riker.

"Riker why!?" I exclaim.
"I'm sorry!  You were panicking!"
"You lied to her man!" Nat says.
"So was I suppose to tell her she was born out of rape!? Nobody wants to hear that last time I checked!"Riker yells. I sat down quietly. "sorry Lena" he mumbles. "When she's older, your telling her who you really are!" Natalie says. "Alright alright fine!" He agrees.
Lydia & Grace returned and sat down.
I can't lie to her! But I can't tell her how I got pregnant with her! "One sec"
I ran to my room and started crying. I didn't know what was going on with me and I was feeling sick! My head was killing me and I was confused.
"Lena I'm sorry!" I heard Riker say.
I opened up the door. "What's up?"
"Just feeling sick" I say wiping my eyes.
"Something is wrong and I know it! You can't keep hiding away! Lena please tell me what's wrong!" He begs.
"Riker I feel sick" and I was serious.
"Lena you can't-" I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I threw up.
"Lena open the door! I'm sorry!"
I cleaned myself up and didn't open up.
"Lena stop being so stubborn!"
"I need my personal space!" I say.
He knew what I was getting at."Ok bye"