"No don't make me go!" I beg Riker.
"Lena you have to!" He says
"I can't leave Lydia" I say.
"She has Grace!" He says
"But everyone hates me!" I say sadly
"No one hates you!" He assures me
"I'll be on my own!" I reason
"Then make friends!" He suggests
"It's not that easy! And I have cuts!"
"Well you should of thought of that before you did something so stupid!"
I didn't say anything. I left the room.
He threw my over his shoulder and put me in the car. "Riker what the hell!?"
He drove me to school and had to carry me to my form room. He threw me on a chair and walked away.
"Lena are you okay?" Mikayla asks me.
"Yeah I'm fine" I say. She went back to her seat and class began.
The day was horrible. Everyone started calling me names and said mean things. I saw Riker and his car waiting for me. I ignored it and walked home by myself. I ignored all his calls and texts. I got home and started crying.
They're all right. I'm a slut. Fat. Ugly. Worthless. Unloved. Unwanted. Ew.
Riker was knocking on my door. I went to the door and quietly locked it. Key and latch. Then I crept up to my room and sat in the wardrobe on my phone.
I heard the front door open. How does he always get in? He was walking round the house and he came to our room: I heard him outside the my wardrobe! Shit! He opened a door and I fell through another set of doors!
They shut and I heard Riker walk away. I forgot about my secret part of the closet! I opened the door and he was gone. I heard the front door slam.
He's gone. I looked out of the window. He was leaving. He turned around and I shot down. I heard a car drive off. I looked up. Phew! He's gone! I went to take a shower and then I got into my PJs as I was lazy and cold. I checked my social media and legit my entire school was following me. I accepted them all - unwisely. People started making mean comments.
Slut!
Fat hoe!
Delete
Ewwww
Ugly!!!!!
Riker doesn't deserve you
I threw my phone. I had to ignore all of this. I have to I have to have to I have to. Riker already told me. It annoys him. I tried to stop crying. But I couldn't. Natalie came home! I wiped my eyes and ran to the bathroom. I put on some make up and exited.
"Hey Len!" She says.
"Hi" I say.
"How was your day?" She asks.
"Good" I reply.
"I'm ordering pizza. Peace out!" She left the house and I had my crying moment again.
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He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1
Fanfiction"Oh my god Natalie he's coming this way!" I whisper to her. "Act natural!" She says. I watched as her stopped by Paige Clark... and kissed her. I broke down in tears. I couldn't even watch. I think i was loud because he looked up. I turned the corne...
