J.J: I Hate You, I Love You.

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"You want me, y/n." Jack says "I know a small part of you loves me."

"You treated me like shit, Jack. You left me confused! You played with my mind! I could never understand you! I don't love you, I hate you! I hate you so much!" I exclaim

"I'm sorry, I really am. I love you so much!" He says touching my face

I jerk my head back and roll my eyes "Just leave, Jack. Go be with one of your bimbos."

"Y/n, You love me. I know you do. I see the glint in your eyes when I'm with you. The fire in your eyes when we make love. Stop denying the truth." He says

"We don't make love, we've never made love. We've fucked. That's not the same. I'm not denying anything, I really dislike you! I really hate you!" I say "There is no glint, no fire! There never was!"

"Look me in my face and tell me You don't, and I'll leave. I won't ever bother you again." He says

"You hurt me. You humiliated me. You made me feel worthless. Now, your saying you love me? You've called me annoying, irritating, stupid, then after that you asked if we could be friends! The moment I try to be nice to you, you fuck it up! This isn't my fault, Jack. You fucked it up. You fucked us up."

"I know, I know. I'm sorry, I'm just really I'm love with you. Your all I can think about." He says

My heart glitters at his words. But I stop myself, he's said this before and it was a lie. Not again.

"Go away, get out Jack!" I shout pushing him away

He kisses me hard, "You miss this, you miss us. I know you do. We make love. Not once have I fucked you."

I yank his head away by his hair, "We fuck and when we are done, you better leave me the fuck alone."

"You don't mean that." He says kissing my neck

"You have an impressive dick, it's pleasurable, all I want is to fuck." I snap

"This isn't you. This isn't you, y/n. What happened to my sweet, shy girl? The girl who's always at the library instead of a frat party. Where has she gone? I want her back." He asks tears forming in his beautiful eyes

I'm right here..

But, He hurt me. He hurt me worse than any word could hurt him.

"Stop talking." I hiss

He begins to kiss my neck, instantly finding my sweet spot. My leg go weak and Jack picks me up and leads me to my bedroom. He lays me down on the bed and took off his shirt. My fingers lightly traced over his abs.

I missed him, I missed this..

He lifted my shirt over my head.

"I love you y/n." He says

"I hate you, Jack." I say "I hate you so much!"

"You love me." He says

I really do.

"That's a lie." I snap

He takes off my bra and takes one of my nipples in his mouth causing me take in a large breath.

"I'm the only one that can make you feel this good." He grunts

"My grandmother can do better than you." I snap

He growls and yanks my pants down. He yanks off my underwear and spreads my legs. His tongue flicks at my entrance, making me arch my back off the bed. He places his tongue inside me and it almost killed me not to scream. He comes back up and kisses me hard, yanking his own pants and underwear down.

He places his tip at my entrance, slowly pushing in.

"I love you, I love you so much y/n. Please, please I know your deep down in there somewhere, y/n, You are the most important thing in my life." Jack says

I can't take it anymore.

"I love you, Jack Edward Johnson. I'm so sorry, I love you with all my heart!" I confess

"I knew were in there, y/n." He says kissing her cheek

He thrusted in and out of me. Going slow but deep. I held tightly to his biceps, moaning loudly. He picked up the pace and I finally heard a low groan erupt from his perfect mouth. He went deeper and faster, making.swears fall out of my mouth. I felt a tiny sensation build in my stomach. It got bigger and tighter with each thrust. He went faster sensing I was close, he went deeper each time making me almost scream. Then euphoria hit me hard, shaking my petite frame. He kept going, and soon hit his climax. We lay together, breathing heavily.

"I love you y/f/n (your full name)" Jack says breathlessly

"I love you, Jack Edward Johnson."

Who else feels weird?
I'm sad to say I almost got the feel a writing this, almost.
I need holy water...

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