Broken (One Direction)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Louis kissed me?

Louis is kissing me.

I am not responding.

Oh my god Jay do something, pull away!

However I ignored my thoughts and kissed back. I felt the sparks run through my body like a tidal wave, just like it had done last time we had kissed.

His hands ran through my hair as so did mine. I fisted the little strands at the back of his head and he moaned in pleasure.

That's when it hit me.

I pulled away and put my hands on Louis' shoulders so I could have distance.

"Louis! We can't do this, you have a girlfriend." I stated.

"Shit!" He cursed then sighed.

I scoffed and stood up, looks like I won't be taking any pictures tonight. Louis didn't even look at me so I took this as my chance to run, I ran back to my car and started the ignition. Once again I had run away from Louis.

I listened to the faint shouts from Louis as I sped down the highway.

He shouldn't of kissed me!

He has a girlfriend.

Fuck I am in deep!!

I can't put all the blame on Louis, I kissed back. This was just getting too much and I didn't know what to do.

I parked the car in my drive and ran inside. I locked the door and took deep breaths waiting for the tears to arrive. However none came, maybe I had run out.

I cry at every situation like this, I don't understand why. I guess it's the only way for me to deal with it. Some people drink it away or watch films but me I cry it out and for once I think all the tears were gone.

I sat on the sofa and turned on the TV and watched a movie until I feel asleep.

Louis P.O.V

What had I done?

I am so confused. I don't like Jay do I?

No I don't!

I love Eleanor!

Why is this so difficult.

I really need to stop speaking to myself.

I realised that Jay probably wanted some space so I just went back to the complex. Eleanor had left ages ago. I felt a little bit of guilt.

Errghhhhh I don't get it, why don't I feel like the guilt should be eating me alive? This is so strange!

I can't tell El, she will leave me. This will just have to stay a secret.

Better yet it never happened.

A/N

Hheyyyyyyy, I don't know whether this is long or not so ya no?

Enjoy?

I AM STARTING A NEW THINK WITH THE SHOUT OUTS, FIRST ONE TO GUESS THE SONG TITLE AND WHO IT'S BY GETS IT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER ON THE BOOK U ANSWERED!

P.S I GOT THIS OFF ONE OF MY FAVE AUTHORS HERE ON WATTPAD, I WILL FIND THE NAME SOON!!!!!

GUESS THE SONG:

"When I'm gone, when I'm gone, your gonna miss me when I'm gone."

Mwahhhh.xx

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~Jadey6688