flattened

ⅹⅺ: stupid

-i hate this poem 'cause it means so much. maybe too much.-

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maybe i was just too clueless about the world.

maybe i was naive.

maybe i was just too stupid to see.

maybe i was over-analyzing things.

maybe i was hallucinating.

maybe i was thinking too much.

i don't even know why,

why it hurts.

why its painful.

why i even feel anything,

when i'm not supposed to.

and it's funny to think.

that i'm the one hurting myself.

and i keep saying:

i want to be happy.

i need to be happy.

i deserve to be happy

. 

but I'm angry with myself.

'cause i keep thinking.

about everything.

one look means everything to me,

even though I know it means nothing to you.

stupid me.

-Dedicated to @xialu_ to show how much i appreciate the votes. thank you. :)-