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~{Lehlani}~ DEVIN ALLEN GORDON IS MY BOYFRIEND HE'S MINEEEEE💘✨😩💦👅💍💍 IM MRS.GORDON DEVIN'S RIDE OR DIE ✨💋👅😈
It felt good to say that
"I'll see you down in the studio in a moment Lehlani." Mr.star said knocking me out of my thoughts jogging down to the bomb shelter "Hey baby." Devin said grabbing me from behind, I love when he says that. "Hey babe, what's up " I said turning around in his arms smiling at him
"Just looking at my girlfriend." He said chessing all crazy "shut up." I said kissing him this boy makes my head spin and I love it.
"Cmon you two downstairs ." Momma Shana said walking past us, I guess it's finally time
Once we sat down in the bomb shelter, with momma Shana and Mr.star, we knew we had to talk about what was going on.
"Okay you guys we know that now since you two are dating, we need to talk about how we're going to explain it to the digaz. Honestly I feel like you guys did well with keeping your dating under wraps getting to know each other as friends and moving on from there but, Lani had already been hounded by some of the digaz." Mr.Star said starting everything "We know everyone can't be happy in the situation and some digaz will be hurt but you've gotta ignore them especially since we have got a New York show this weekend." momma Shana said to me "I was thinking I put 'Taken Cause Devin changed that ' in my bio it's subtle cause I know they won't immediately peep my bio." I said sitting back in the chair " and I'll put the same with Lani's name ." Devin said confidently "and we'll deal with the comments together , are you're post notifications still off." Devin asked me "yea of course ."
"We just want to keep you guys prepared, the next few days may be hectic ." Momma Shana said "I'm in it now, there's no going back, not even if I wanted to ." I said my heart was racing though some of digaz already don't like me , Devin is mine and this is the territory I've come into. I'm here now.
Dev and I changed our Instagram bios at the same time and I took a deep breath turning my phone off, leaving it in Devins lap
"You ready to work ?" Mr.Star said getting behind the control board "Yep what are we running through first ?" I said fixing my shorts and playing with my curls. "Let me hear 'Half of It ' full through and then we'll play it back and redo anything pitchy." "Okay ." I stepped into the booth and put the headphones on " alright let's go." Mr.star said as the Tempo counted in
(Original song by Rihanna) "You saw me on the television, setting fire to all the buildings Yeah I guess you saw me stealing, but you've no idea what I've been needin' Talk about when we were children, not the kind of kid that you believe in You saw me on the television, saw me on the television But that's just the half of it, yeah you saw the half of it This is the life I live, and that's just the half of it.
Saw me on the television, hanging out my dirty linen You're entitled to your own opinion Sit and shake your head at my decision I guess the kind of songs that I've been singing Make it seem as if I'm always winning But you saw me on a television Yeah you saw me on a television
But that's just the half of it You saw the half of it This is the life I live And that's just the half of it
Oh you know me I'm the life of the party Beautiful people surround me Everybody falling in love Oh you know me, everybody knows that I'm crazy Sticks and stones they never break me And I'm the type that don't care bout Luck
And that's just the half of it You saw the half of it Yeah this is the life I live And that's just the half of it
Yeah you saw the half of it And this is the life I live You saw the half of it Only the half of it Eh, oh, no
You saw me on the television. Saw me on the television."
I really put my all into the song, I had to write it because of how people used to judge me and view my life, and I think everyone has struggles and some people don't think others don't deal with when they just they just see what's on the surface. I also wrote this during a low point in my life, it's too much to think about .
"That was nice, you ready for the playback" Mr.Star said as I stepped out and sat on Devins lap "Yep, ugh i hate hearing my self sing on recordings." I said mumbling the last part "It was great ." Dev said holding onto my waist as the song started. It actually did sound okay but I probably need to redo the bridge I didn't like it. I thought playing with my nails in my mouth
~{Devin}~
Lani was sitting on my lap listening to her song and playing with her nails in her mouth. I know she's over thinking the Song, she's a perfectionist. I sat up straighter and pulled her closer to me. "It's sounds amazing anything you're thinking needs to be fixed I know you can do it." I whispered in her ear as she relaxed in my arms "I'm ready to do it again." Lani said bouncing up out of my lap and into the booth I rolled my eyes "You picked a determined one." My dad said rolling laughing at me
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