Promises

Chapter 33

He nods still rubbing his thumbs on my cheeks.

I sigh. "Matthew was it true?"

A smile spreads on his lips. "All of it was true. I wouldn't forgive myself if I ever lied to you again."

I smile. "Matthew. I've been thinking, a lot. Well I love you too. I always have, we have our ups and downs, but I never have felt this feeling in my heart with anyone else, and when I'm with you, I can't help but feel that one feeling."

He looks in my eyes. "Does that mean, you know that we can make this-no us happen?"

My smile drops. "Matthew. I'm leaving for a long time, I can't do this to you, you can't wait for me. You deserve someone who will be next to you at all times."

He shakes his head. "No, no. I already lost you once. I'm not losing you again, I'll wait for you. I promise."

By now, I had tears falling from my eyes. Matthew wipes them off using his thumbs. I place a kiss on his cheek before letting go.

"I promise, you won't lose me." I softly say without a lie.

Hour later

"Guys we need to get going, we'll be late." I groan.

Everyone nods.

I hug everyone and give them kisses on their cheeks.

We all say our goodbyes. The Jacks, Axel, Cameron, Nayeli, Matthew, and me hop in the car as I roll down the window.

"I love you guys. Don't miss me too much!" I yell to the people who will be staying at our place for months.

"Love you boo!" Lexi and Samantha yell back waving.

"Love you Natty!" Taylor and Aaron yell waving as well.

I blow them a kiss and roll up the windows. I look over at Nayeli who's sitting next to me.

"Ready?" I ask smiling.

She nods. "More than ever."

We giggle and we cuff our hands together.

At airport

"I'm ganna miss you Cameron." Tears fall from my eyes.

He sighs and gives me a big bear hug. "Not as much as I'll miss you sis. Please be careful. Call me every day, just please stay safe."

I smile, still crying. "I will Cammy."

He pulls away. "You grew up so fast."

I roll my eyes. "You're starting to sound like mom."

He laughs. "I love you."

I return one." Love you too, please take care of Sabrina, and your first kid Cam. I'm proud of you."

He blushes. "Ill take care of them both."

I give him a kiss on the cheek as he gives me a kiss on my forehead.

I walk up to Matthew and bear hug him. "My best friend."

He hugs back. "You're the best of me. How will I live without you?"

I pull away. "Well talk everyday. I'll come visit some days and you'll go with me on tour sometimes yea?" I ask hoping for a yass.

"Yasss baby girl." He replies.

I smile and kiss him on the cheek.

"I love you."

"I love you too."