Promises

Chapter 5

Natalie's POV:

(C=Cam N=me)

C- Natalie?!

N- Cam, uh h-how are you?

C- Great, I mean Natalie.

He says and starts crying.

As soon as I hear him cry, I break and start tearing up.

N- Please, no Cam.

Tears start filling my eyes, my vision becomes blurry.

N-Please don't cry, I just wanted to let you know I'm fine. I uh, got my own place with Nayeli. We even got a job.

C- R-really?

N- Yea, and I'm not mad at you. I just need space.

C- Oh well, I'm happy for you baby sis.

"Natalie!" Nayeli yells from the living room.

N- I have to go Cam. I love you.

C- Wait Nat-

I cut him off by hanging up.

"I'm going!" I yell as I put my phone to charge.

I walk to the living room and sit next to Nayeli.

"What's wrong?" I ask laying my head on her shoulder.

"Look whats on." She says looking at the TV.

Mean girls.

"Oh wow." I say.

Half way through the movie my eyes started getting heavy and I fell asleep.

Next day-

Natalie's POV:

I wake up and see Nayeli sleeping in her bed. We only have three rooms so we're ganna share a room, make one a guest room, and the other, a game and YouTube room.

My life has been perfect, its almost unreal. I start walking to our walk in closet, which is huge and start looking for something to wear.

My chest starts hurting and I start feeling pain. I squeeze my eyes and it hits me.

The old horrible memories. The bullying, beatings, cutting, suicidal thoughts.

My chest starts again and I fall to my knees and black out. I start crying as the old memories full my mind. I cry and cry, trying to stop but I find myself forgetting to breathe. I just cry and replay terrifying memories.

Nayeli's POV:

I woke up to the sound of crying. At first I thought it was just in my dream, but then I realized that's Natalie crying.

I jump out of bed and listen to where it's coming from. I run to the closet and I see Natalie having a Panic attack.

I run to her.

"Natalie!" I scream. "Natalie!"

I get up and run into the kitchen and grab a water bottle.

When I get there Natalie had already stopped crying. She's catching her breath.

"Omg bae, are you okay? What happened? Whats was it about? Here have a drink of water." I say handing her the bottle.

She slowly grabs the bottle and starts drinking it.

I start calming down. Just, her Panic attacks keep getting worse.

Natalie's POV:

I look at Nayeli. She looks very into her thought. I try to get up but fail, I fall back down.