The boy next door (Dylan O'Brien)

Chapter 5

Ella's PoV

I woke up. Memory's of last night came flooding over me. I was in my bed. I looked over at my phone. I saw I had a text from Evan.

I looked at the text from Evan

Morning beautiful xxxxxxxxxx

I instantly felt guilty and started balling my eyes out. I felt disgusting and awful. I cheated on him. He was a good person he didn't deserve. I was a horrible person . Oh god. Mum knocked on my door. I wiped away my tears and she came in

"Are you feeling okay, you don't look so well" mum asks rushing over. I shook my head

"No" I whispered. She made a sympathetic awh sound before saying

"I think you should stay in  today, get some rest" she said. I was completely fine with this, in fact great-full. I didn't want to face Evan or see Dylan. I needed a day to myself so I could just calm myself down.

"Okay" I whisper. I grabbed my phone to text Evan. Trying to hold back tears. I told him how our plans were cancelled since I was
Too ill then turned my phone off. I wanted to block myself out from the world.  

I laid back in bed and shut my eyes. Reliving last night. God it made me want to vomit. How could I have be so easy. And Evan. This was a one time thing and it ment nothing. He doesn't need to find out. What he doesn't know won't kill him. What about Dylan. I mean I could avoid him but I live
Next door to him and he's in my class. Seeing him is ineradicable. I rolled over and screamed into the pillow. Never have I wanted to be someone else
So bad until now.

I breathed slowly and tried to calm down. I decided I needed coffee. I rolled my legs over to stand up and pain rushed up me. Fucking Fantastic. I took a deep breath and managed to stand up. It hurt but I saw it as a punishment for what I did more than anything. I tried walk to the door but I just ended up slow waddling. I ended up getting on my computer chair and rolling myself to the door. I opend it and saw Dylan in the wallway on a ladder fixing the smoke alarm. He looked over at me and winked. I gasped and slammed the door. I sat for a while in disbelief. If mum knew what happened last night she would beat him out with that ladder. I rolled my self back over to bed and made the extremely painful move of moving myself back into bed. I turned my phone back on and decided to ring mum for the coffee.

I saw I had a text from Evan

Okay that's fine, get well soon xxxxxxx

I locked my phone and placed it to the side. I grabbed the book on my nightstand. "Unwanted creature of the
Night". It was a book about a girl who meets a psycho and helps him and they fall in love (go read it if you like Luke brooks  #promo). I opened it up and began to read. I couldn't take in what the words were. My mind was just racing. My door opened, I thought it was going to be mum but to my disappointment in walked Dylan with my drink.

"Miss me" he smirked and placed the drink next to me. Seeing him just filled me with so much anger more than anything

"Leave me alone Dylan" I spat

"That's not what you wanted last night" he mocked. I didn't want it.

"Just get the fuck out my room" I growled. Dylan sat on the bed next
To me  and started to laugh

"Good luck getting rid of me baby girl" he chuckled and kissed me on the forehead before standing up and walking out. I just layed there, breathing. My breathing turned to sobs and my sobs turned to hysterical crying.