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Napasandal ako sa pinakamalapit na puno sakin at pilit kong hinahabol ang paghinga ko. Halos maikot ko na ang buong Havens pero nowhere to be found pa rin si Clyde.
Alam kong nakita niya akong nakayakap kay Greg dahil base sa mga tingin niya may nakita siyang hindi niya nagustuhan. Alam ko ring nagseselos na naman siya pero I can explain.
"Why are you still here? Its getting dark, go home" may malamig na boses ang biglang nagsalita.
Napaangat ako ng tingin sa puno. Nakaupo dun si Clyde at ni hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin.
"Nahanap na rin kita!" I smiled.
"Bakit mo ko hinahanap? May kayakapan kana diba?" he sarcastically said.
So.. nagseselos nga talaga siya. "Its not what you think Clyde. Niyakap ko lang siya as a comfort!"
"Oh yeah."
"We already talked before I left you right? Ang sabi ko dont make me jealous because I might hurt you and whoever that guy is but here you are, youre making me jealous again for fuck's sake!" galit na sigaw niya. Tumingin siya sakin. "Paano ako gaganahan ligawan ka kung puro pagseselos ang pinaparamdam mo sakin?"
"Im sorry.." Thats all I can say to him. Gustong-gusto ko siyang yakapin pero base sa tono niya, galit na galit siya.
Hindi ko naman sinasadya. Hindi ko alam na ikakaselos niya yon. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam.
He fake laughed. "Its my first day of courting you pero mukhang mag-gi-give up na agad ako"
Tumalon siya pababa ng puno at akmang aalis but I wont let him! Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit sa likuran at ibinaon ang mukha ko roon. I dont care kung may dugo ang damit niya, I only care for him. Only him.
"Let go" he coldly said. Pilit niyang tinatanggal ang kamay ko pero hindi niya magawa dahil mas lalo ko lang hinihigpitan.
"Sorry na.."
I heard him sighed. "Damn. Why do I feel like forgiving you that easy?"
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"Dont let any guys near you. Dont chitchat with them. Dont smile at them. Dont show too much skin because thats for eyes only. Dont wear any guys shirt, even the shirt of my friends youre going to wear my shirts ONLY. Dont fucking hug them or comfort them even my friends because I swear to all the fucktards here, Im going to bury them alive or worst Im going to skin them alive!"
Napailing nalang ako ng mag-echo ulit sa utak ko lahat ng sinabi ni Clyde bago ako umuwi.
