Is this what you wanted?
To watch me become a mess.
To know I'm hurt.
To hear me confess.
You broke down these Walls.
Hard and cold.
Which held all my secrets.
Which you have been told.
After that though you hurt me.
Watched me burn.
Made sure i bled.
Said you'd return.
And when I thought you were gone.
I sighed and went back to life.
But you came back.
And you made me use a knife.
You made me make myself feel small.
Like I didn't belong.
That the world was against me.
Everything I believed in was wrong.
Told me I had no friends.
I might as well be dead.
My life was pointless.
And I always saw red.
So look at me now
I'm what you made me.
This messed up life.
Not who I wanted to be.
So I'll take that knife.
It all ends tonight.
I'll take out my heart.
The end of my fight.
xJustthebeginningx <3
