I don't know what I saw in you.
Why I dreamt of you every night.
I don't know why I liked you.
Why i blushed at your sight.
I don't know why my feelings were like that.
Why they told me you were the one.
When I actually really knew.
That the old you was dead and gone.
I don't know why I blushed every time you walked by.
Why I smiled and giggled when you flashed that smile.
I don't know why I even thought you were hot.
When I knew you would just throw me onto the pile.
I know that you are a fool.
That you treat every girl like rubbish.
That you play them whenever you like.
And however you wish.
So I'm forgetting you and leaving you behind.
It was a teenage crush that I easily got over.
And when I look back on this crush I think.
'Throughout this crush, was i sober?'
xJustthebeginningx <3
