Maybe you don't understand what it's like.
You don't understand how this made me feel.
You don't understand how I broke down afterwards.
You don't understand how it seems so real.
That maybe we had a chance.
That maybe there was something between us.
That maybe we could have shared something more.
But secretly we know that could have caused a fuss.
I didn't have a chance to tell you goodbye.
To tell you that I wanted you to hold on.
That you should always stay strong for me.
All i know now is that you're gone.
So I'll remember you always.
Never forget what we shared.
Never forget what we said.
And I'll remember that I always cared.
So goodbye from me, because its sunk in now that this is it.
You won't even read this.... So I don't even know why I'm doing it.
This is really the end of what we had .
I'm pushing all thoughts out of my mind of what we could have had
Maybe one day you will return and you can wipe away all the tears I cried for you.
Maybe one day we will speak again but, I guess it's just a dream.
Goodbye <3 xx