~Loosing Myself.~

~Chapter 19~

~Loosing Myself~ Part19~

~The Weekend~

I scurry down the alley, hearing shouting. I furrow my eyebrows but continue walking, I do need to get home.

Justin was with Jazzy and Jaxon and was coming up later so he couldn't leave me home.

'You told me you'd get it!' A husky voice yelled

'I need to get close to the damn girl!' A scared girl voice then replied. 'He clearly warned her about me, she won't even look at me!'

'Well you need to sort this out, or were going to have a problem!'

<I> okay I should not be here. </I>

I walk the other direction, tripping over my boot in the process.

Perfect timing Ashlee.

'Whos there?!' The same voice snapped.

I need to run.

I get up quickly, ready to walk away just to be pulled back again.

'What the hell did you hear?' The boy, I recognize as Brian from school yelled at me.

'Nothing I-'

I wince, feeling his hand grip my wrist, the pains almost unbearable as his nails dig into my delicate skin.

I open my eyes, seeing his red, and bloodshot. Only then did I notice his smell.

'Are you high?' I blurt out.

He only grips my wrist harder. I shut my eyes closed.

'Thats none of your goddamn business!' He yelled. 'Now scram! I don't want to see you here again!'

It took all my energy to pull my arm from his grasp.

'And don't even think about telling anyone about this! Believe me, I'll find out and when I do it won't be the last you see of me!' He warns.

I gave him one last look before running in the other direction, out of the alley as fast as possible.

Who the hell was he talking to? About getting something? It was Jessica! The girls voice!

Justin was right, she was using me.

I gasp slightly, getting as far away from the alley as possible.

Getting involved with Justin was a bad idea but I can't leave it now. I'm in too deep.

I needed him though. He knew that, hell everybody knew that.

~Home~

I hear the doorbell, making me snap out of my thoughts instantly.

I go to answer it, holding my jumper down so it covers everything.

My eyes meet Justin's as I answer it.

'Hey.' I smile, opening the door to let him in.

'Hey baby.' He coos, kissing my cheek and stepping inside. 'Your mom not home again?'

'No, she should be back in a few weeks.'

He nods his head, watching me close the door.

'How was Jazzy and Jaxon?' I ask, plopping down on the couch.

He chuckles, sitting beside me and pulling me onto his lap.

'Hyper, the usual'

I laugh at that, leaning my head into his neck.