Stuff I write and find

Part 49 Enjoy <3

Kiss me, 

kill me,

whatever it's the same

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People annoy me, 

and I annoy me,

I wonder if I'll kill myself before them

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They laugh and joke about my insecurities and now I just don't know what to do

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They make jokes and expect me not to care,

They use my things without any regard and expect me not to care, 

They look down on me like I am beneath them and expect me not to care,

They say they're my friends when really I have no one and expect me not to care,

They say they love me when they don't and expect me not to care,

I will jump and expect them not to care.

Side-note:^^This one I wrote means a great deal to me^^

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I've been thinking about silting my throat recently, but then it's is such a messy way to die

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I'll go down swigging a load of bleach down my throat as they tell me they don't actually like me

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