Stuff I write and find

Part 6 Enjoy <3

I fell in love with the colour black,

black is modest, arrogent,

dangerous, repulsive, dark,

intriguing, enticing, and alluring.

It's the colour of the souls

of every person you've ever touched,

it's the colour of your tongue when you say goodbye.

Black is not beautiful- it's corruptive

in the most bone chilling way.

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And then she told herself "stop being so weak, grow up and get over it", 

and then she never felt anything again.

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I have a tendency to hate myself, I guess.

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Art never comes from happiness.

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I wanted to tell you how my night was because that's what we use to do,

but then it hit me,

you wouldn't care at all.

That hurt.
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I want to be remembered as the girl who always had a smile on her face, even though her heart was always broken. The one who could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten up her own.

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You're not ugly,

society is.

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He makes hell feel like home.

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I want to run away and never look back.

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To be honest I don't like happy endings,

can we just be happy at the middle or start

why the fuck does it have to end?

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Fuck what the people think!

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Alright, we get it, you're in love. Go away.

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But of course I fell in love with my demons,

they were the only ones who stuck around.

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