Stuff I write and find

Part 44 Enjoy <3

Let the poison sink in from all the corruption of broken promises and stolen kisses.

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My baby, you are bad but your lips are not as I can't help it but fall in love.

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I just want you to know that I don't just want to 'be friends'.

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My trigger slowly persuading me to pulling it piercing your venomous heart. 

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They told me to write a poem about my favourite place and all I could think about was how I had no favourite places, they were all  broken by you the day you betrayed me. Everywhere I use to love I now can't look at so now I don't know what to write about, fuck you...

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You are spiritual while I am a dreamer,

You love me while I see you as a best friend,

You do anything to spend more time with me while I feel awkward now that I know,

You think we can go back to our old ways, but that was long ago.

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Before I search for anyone else's name on the list I search for yours, filled with disappointment that we're in different groups.

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Her-

She is evil, but she still has everything and I don't understand why.

She has a boyfriend who is funny and amazing and he's my friend but I feel like she is making me out to be poison so he won't go near me,

She has so many friends and no one is ever mean to her,

She lies because she want's to be the centre of everything,

She is turning my friends against me,

She is breaking me yet again like she did a year ago.

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Look at you, trying to be me. Stealing the only few friends I have, wearing the things I wear, listening to the same music, saying the things I say, so why the hell does everyone love you?! 

You are just a copy of me, just worse so why does everyone love you and fall for you? Why does everyone hate me? Why is it like this? It is so unfair.

Then it comes to me, you get everything because you are deemed 'pretty' in society. You are deemed beautiful, with perfect skin and perfect hair, no matter how much we act alike, you will always be better because to put it bluntly I am the ugly one out of us two.

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