Stuff I write and find

Part 16 Enjoy <3

You are like the galaxy, 

I enjoy staring at you.

You are like the stars,

which I get lost in.

But when the day comes,

you are still here,

but I just can't see you.

You are only here at night,

when I am on my own.

Everyone believes I am crazy,

but I don't know why,

if you come out I can show them,

they will see...

Please just show them

not so I will be said normal

but then I will be able to be with you,

not just alone at night...

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If I feel like I am nothing, is it true?

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Baby carry me because I can't stand on my own.

You shot me through the heart and I'm bleeding out,

still I forgive you and beg for you to carry me.

I want you to heal me but you're the one in the first place you broke me.

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We're all pretty messed up but that's what makes us friends you see... We can be like this together, when I am alone and thinking about suicide you are there, in the same position as I and we promise each other not to do it because we both can't see the other dead, so we promise to never leave. We fought though and I am here crying, I promised I wouldn't do it, but you said I was worthless. Now even I have disappointed you. I send you a message ''stay strong and keep fighting, I did this for you like you wanted me too but you never join me okay, never break the promise. You said the truth which made me realise you are more than me, I don't want to be missed it's okay, but promise to keep your promise never join me here, make sure the world notices you, one day you will be happy, be happy for me." I am happy for the first time in years I smile genuinely and then I jump... It doesn't hurt... relief from this world... I will forever miss you...

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