Stuff I write and find

Part 19 Enjoy <3

Spilled ink and spilled coffee when you say "goodbye"

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Don't turn off the lights,

it's dark and scary.

Like being in my head;

full of thoughts that I can't see,

but haunts every piece of me.

So keep the lights on,

let me be free.

A dark world,

is not where I'm supposed to be

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where we go to get drunk

we lose everything

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I Spent these past weeks,

Stitching my heart back together,

Only to realize;

That once something is broken,

It can never truly be whole again.

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His arms are panoramas of veins protruding his delicate and unblemished integument in a very flirtatious manner.

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Your love is

laced with poison,

but I only figured

that out after 

I had taken a 

few sips of you 

already.

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5 months later and I still tell strangers about you.

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I never liked my name, until I heard you say it with nothing but love in your voice.

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A war of emotions inside of her made her seek refuge in apathy.

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It hurts to see you smile, to see you laugh, knowing that you are happy without me, that you are doing great. 

While I am here stuck, replaying each memory, each moment like a broken record player.

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