It's getting harder and harder to talk to people face to face without taking my medication... It has become my life support.
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I still can't come to terms that I am not like other kids my age.
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I really have no idea how I am going to survive this world I mean look at me, I can't even talk to people, I always ask people to order my food for me because I get to worried I am going to screw up and now it's getting harder to talk to my best friends... I am so sorry for the awkward conversation when I don't know what to say. I am so sorry for when I don't laugh at your joke or when I am to serious... I am so sorry... I am sorry that I can't talk to you for long it gets to my head. I am sorry that I haven't spoken or texted you in a few weeks I am just scared. I am so sorry I don't speak much I just feel if I do I will break down and start crying... I am so sorry I am not enough... I am so sorry.
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We all worry about tests don't say you understand how I feel because you don't.
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The sun feels so nice, for once I am not worried for once I am at peace.
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Don't let all their stupid words get to your perfect heart, brain and personality.
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YOU ARE READING
Stuff I write and find
PoetryJust a collection of poems and quotes I find or make up just because okay...
