Stuff I write and find

Part 4 Enjoy <3

It may seem like I don't care about our friendship but its just I'm so emotionally drained I don't have much to offer ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You don't get it okay,

it's not easy for me to explain,

but I'm not trying to be lazy,

I'm just so fucking tired 

and I have no motivation to succeed 

and I don't even know why this life is happening to me.

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Isn't it strange that I have had so much stress from education 

that I am always tired from late nights making sure my work is perfect,

that I would even drink monster energy drink and coffee mixed with each other 

just so I can stay awake longer to revise more,

first it was destroying my mental health

now it seems my physical too.

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I am mine before I am anyone else's.

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