Stuff I write and find

Part 9 Enjoy <3

The music we listen to,

the way we dress,

the books we read,

the way we talk,

is what makes teenagers, teenagers.

It's also what makes us defects,

but I refuse to conform to society.

I am who I am.

Society cheats us.

It empowers the ideas of freedom

and individualism.

Yet it conforms it.

What a stupid world we live in.

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Nothing is free.

Everything has to be paid for.

For every profit in one thing,

payment in some other thing.

For every life, a death.

Even your music,

of which we heard so much,

that had to be paid for.

Your wife was the payment for your music.

Hell is now satisfied.

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Cutting isn't cute.

Cutting isn't beautiful.

Cutting is a tragedy.

Cutting makes us hurt.

Stop making these things mainstreams.

Stop making these things trends.

There's nothing romantic about something that makes us hurt

or that stains our blood on shirts.

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I know your streets, sweet city.

I know the angels and demons that flock,

and roost in your boughs like a bird.

I know you river, as if you flowed through my heart.

I am your warrior daughter.

There are letters made of your body,

as a fountain 

is made of water.

There are languages of which

you are the blueprint,

and as we speak

the city rises...

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People who know and love the same books as you

have the road map

to our soul.

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Hope is the only thing stronger than fear.

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Atelophobia:

the fear of being not good enough

or imperfection.

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The best people are wallflowers...

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