Poem 103

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I suppose I should clarify
I'm one day clean
I didn't hurt myself physically
Not today
I just got too close
You know too much
But I know so little
And the thing is
I'm used to being used
So please
Go ahead and dispose of me
I'm sure you'll find someone new
I mean,
Everyone else did
So it's okay
Just leave me before
I get too invested
In you
In your lies
Because I promise you
I will
And it will be bad
I know you said you care
But that was before
We were close
And now
You give me short replies
Brush me off
And forget yourself
I am sure
I'm overreacting
I always do
But generally
I'm sorry I'm the way I am
But I need to
Have constant
Reminders
That you actually care
And brushing me off
Won't help me
And it won't help you

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