I know that I do not need you
I know that I do not love you
I know that you're not good for me
I know that you will destroy me
But even with this information
Even with knowing that
Knowing I can live without you
The comfort of a familiar feeling
A feeling painful
But a feeling that's real
Sometimes I wonder
If I don't need you
Then why can't I abandon you?
But it's at three in the morning
When my thoughts are blurred
And I don't make sense
That I understand
Why I "need" you
Your sharp edges brought feeling
Sometimes I could not feel
And when I needed to feel
You were there for me
Wether it was good or not
It helped me to remember I'm alive
Because I can bleed
YOU ARE READING
Silent Screams
PoetryPoems I wrote myself. All of them are original. (Can be triggering.)
