August POV
It's been about 5 days since what happened with me and Ciara,I'm not even gonna lie,I understood everything she said and she had every right to feel that way. I was too scared to let her know I felt the same way,of course Drake talked to me about it and I've decided it was best to just go back to Atlanta. I text Ciara and ask where she is,I want to give her a proper goodbye.
Princess ✨😈✊🏾❤️: The yoga studio uptown
I drive over to the studio and grab the bear I got her and my extra shirt and hat,I put it on the bear. I walk in the studio and spot her in the middle of the floor,her hair was in a messy bun,she had on grey sweatpants and a white fitted shirt. I stand off to the side and wait for them to finish,she's been doing yoga for a while. When they're done she walks over to me and I give her a small smile. I give her a hug and she slowly hugs me back. We stay like that for a few minutes and I slowly let out a breath.
"I'm sorry" I say
She pulls away from me and I clear my throat.
"Why'd you say that?" She asks
"I was too scared to tell you how I felt,I know you had every right to feel the way you did,the truth is I really like you too,everything about you is just such an amazing thing" I say
"Why were you scared?" She asks
"I didn't know how to feel,I haven't felt any emotions towards another girl since my ex and it was scary,it's been like that the whole time" I say
"I love how you have self respect,I was totally tripping that night" I say
"So now what?" She asks
"I'm sorry but..." I trial off
"I still can't be in a relationship with you" I sigh
"Are you really letting her take a toll on the rest of your life?" She asks
"Sadly,it's hard to get over" I say
"Whatever August" She says
"And I'm going back to Atlanta" I say
She cocks her head to the side and I start to feel sad.
"Why?" She asks
"It's best,just until I drop my album and get things together" I say
She looks speechless and I give her the bear.
"Keep that for when you ever miss me,I'm leaving next week" I say
I hug her again and I close my eyes to take in the moment of being in her arms.
"You will always be an angel to me,I knew you were special from the moment I saw you,I feel like you're closer to me every time I call you,you'll probably never get over this and neither will I,and even though we live inside a dangerously empty life you always seem to bring me light and make my life worth something,cause all I see are your beautiful wings,but I know what I am and the life I live,and even though I sin,we are born to live,but I know time will tell if we're meant for this,and if we're not I hope you find somebody to love,I just really don't wanna take that route again" I say
I open my eyes and straighten out my body,I look in her eyes to see tears in them and I don't know how but that caused me to get my own. This might've been the first time I cried since I've been back. Seeing this made my heart break and causing me to say something I knew for a few days now.
"I love you,like relationship wise" I say
She looks at me shocked and I wait for her to say something.
"If you don't that's fine,but can you please give me an answer" I say
She blinks a few times and thinks.
"I love you too" She says
I lean down and kiss her with everything in me. I'm gonna miss her so much.
A/N: August is leaving again :( y'all think he making the wrong choice?
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Nola Love
RomanceAugust grew up in the dangerous streets of New Orleans with his 3 best friends,Ciara,Nicki,and Drake. With the troubles of his childhood,he leaves to find his own way and make his brother proud. A few years later Nicki and Drake leave to focus on th...
