Real Love?

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Ciara POV

I was with Nicki at the pizzeria and she was lowkey lecturing me.

"Ci you know something's gonna happen" She says

"I know but it's hard,what if he doesn't feel the same way?" I ask

"I'm sure he does" She says

"But what if he doesn't?" I ask

"You'll never know unless you tell him" She says

"Can we switch the topic?" I ask

"No,we keep switching from this topic,what if he does something you don't agree with and you guys stop fucking around,then what's gonna happen?" She asks

"I understand where you're coming from but I'm not ready yet" I say

"Alright" She sighs

We finish our food and I hug her goodbye. I go home and take a shower,I put on a pair of basketball shorts and a wife beater,I pull my hair into a ponytail. I go into the kitchen to get some water and August walks through the door.

"Hey pretty" He smiles

He hugs me and I frown up my face as I smell the only perfume I hate. I look up at him with a confused expression.

"What?" He asks

"Why do you smell like that?" I ask

"Like what?" He asks

"The perfume,you know I hate that perfume" I say

"Why do you even smell like perfume?" I ask

"It's nothing" He says

I furrow up my eyebrows and I see red lipstick on his neck.

"Who's lipstick is that?" I ask

"It's nothing,why you trippin for?" He asks

"Answer the question" I say

"Some chick" He says

"What the hell?!" I semi-yell

"What?" He asks

"Why you fucking other people?!" I yell

"Cause I can! You thought I wasn't gonna explore? Why you got a problem with that?" He asks

"I don't do community dick August!" I say

"We not together so you shouldn't have a problem with it!" He yells

I roll my eyes and shake my head,this is some shit.

"I don't even know why I like you" I groan lowly

"You what?" He asks

His tone was softer but I didn't care.

"Just forget it,it doesn't matter at this point" I say

I didn't even mean for him to know.

"Why the fuck you even catching feelings?!" He yells

"Are you serious?" I ask

"Hell yea,you standing here questioning me cause you all up in ya feelings! This was no strings attached!" He says

"Why the fuck would I not catch feelings! If I liked you before we even started fucking around why would I not know how I feel! Shit like this usually spark feelings so if you got a problem with that fuck this and you!" I yell

"Well I'm not into relationships so sorry and if you wanna end this just cause I'm acting like I'm single which I am that's fine" He says nonchalantly

"If you feel like that,that's nice and you can get out and stay out until you grow enough common sense to have a conversation cause you fucked up right now" I say

It was obvious he was high as fuck,his eyes were really low.

"Whatever" He says

He walks out the house and I storm up the steps,fuck this whole shit!

A/N: August....Wyd? How y'all feel about what happened?

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