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SethThe Authority hadn't bothered us since our attack and Dean and I's relationship was going from strength to strength, the only problem being that he had become really secretive. He'd hang up the phone whenever I walked into the room and disappear for hours on end without telling me where he was going
It was 11am and I had woken up without him by my side again. He replied a few minutes later
Well that was weird. We always ate breakfast together in the mornings. We'd stay in bed and order room service. I sighed and got out of bed, throwing on some sweatpants and a t-shirt before making my way down to the cafe to look for him. This man was gonna be the death of me.
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DeanI placed my phone down on the table and carried on eating, staring out of the window as i watched people walk past.
''DEAN!!!''
I jumped slightly as and I turned to see my ex-girlfriend waving at me with a huge smile her face. I had hardly spoken to her since Seth saw us at the bar together a few months ago and I couldn't help but wonder what she wanted all of a sudden
"What's up?'' I said unenthusiastically
''Oh nothing much" she said as she sat down opposite me "I was just wondering if you'd like to go out sometime?''
''Look I don't-''
''I know what you're going to say and I understand that you're with Seth now but-"
"Wait a second" I said cutting her off "how do you know about me and Seth?" Nobody knew about us apart from Roman (and now The Authority apparently)
"I still love you" she admitted ignoring my question "I can't stop thinking about how good we were together''
''You told me you ended things because-"
She cut me off with a kiss
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SethI left the elevator and made my way towards the café, stopping dead in my tracks as i saw Dean and his ex-girlfriend kissing. I moved backwards and somehow dragged myself back to my room even though i was falling apart inside. It hurt more this time, maybe because Dean had text me, telling me where he was. It was almost like he wanted me to see them. I had to get out of here, i don't think i'd be able to deal with him coming back to our room acting like nothing had happened. I packed up my things and left him a note before i left.
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DeanI pushed her away from me, noticing Seth out of the corner of my eye "Just stay the hell away from me. You're crazy"
I stood up and rushed towards the elevator, slamming my finger down on the button impatiently. It felt like forever as it ascended towards the 5th floor. I was praying that Seth was still in our room. I had to explain to him what really happened.
''FUCK!!'' I shouted as i entered the room to find it empty
I sat down on the bed and tried to think about where he could have gone when I noticed a letter on the bedside table. The bracelet i bought Seth a few weeks ago was on the top of it
I had lost him. I picked up the bracelet and ran my finger over the engraving on heart shaped charm
D+S=Love
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Secretly Loving You
Fan fikciaSeth has been slowly falling in love with his former Shield mate for years and he's beginning to struggle with having to hide the way he feels but when Seth hits rock bottom will he come clean and confess his love to Dean, or will he keep his feelin...