Loving Him (UNDER REVISION)

CHAPTER 42 (THE ABORTION)

ADAM'S POV

"Hey Adam! Whats wrong?" Keiro asked at me as soon as he gets his whiskey

"Marina," I slurred, maybe the alcohol already kick me

"Marina? What about her?" he asked curiously

"She's fucking pregnant!" I tossed my glass in the air

"Woooh calm down men, I mean you should be happy about that news. Marina's getting pregnant, what's the big deal?" he stated and I look at him like seriously? He is asking me like that? Am I too selfish to think my dreams to think about myself? I think not.

"That thing can ruined my career my life," I slurred out pointing at him but he swat my hand

"What's with you? Parang hindi ikaw ang Adam na mahal na mahal si Marina na kilala ko," he said that makes me chuckled

"I love her but I love my career too. And I want that child to be gone, I'm not even sure that was fucking mine," I said to him and his eyes was wide open like it was unbelievable for him to hear that coming from me.

"You know Adam, since that career, that fucking damn career goes in your life you fucking asshole forget everything! Everything about her about Marina! She, she give up her dreams being a chef just for you! She loves you with all her heart all her life. At kahit na hindi mo pa siya kayang ipakilala sa mga tao ay okay lang sa kanya and even though in the eyes of the people think that she is your maid is still okay with her just to be with you bastard!! You know man you've changed, so you better think this bago ka magsisi sa huli. I'm out of here," he shouted at me that make all the people distance and avoided my eyes. And all I did was to stand there and recall all of what did he told me.

How can I be so blind all this time? I want to drunk myself for being so idiot treating her like that. I want this night to be drunk and forget what happened and go back to her tomorrow to tell her how sorry I am.

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KEIRO'S POV

Sinipa ko ang gulong ng kotse ko pagkalabas ng pagkalabas ko ng club. Isang napakalaking tanga ni Adam, napakalaking tanga.

Flashback

Maglalakad-lakad sana ako ng may nakita akong babaeng tila umiiyak malapit sa puno sa isang park. Nang malapitan ko ang babae ang nagulat ako ng si Marina pala iyon. Agad niyang pinunasan ang kanyang mga luha at ngumiti na hindi naman abot sa kanyang mga mata.

"Marina, pwede bang makiupo?" tanong ko at tumango na lamang siya. Umupo ako sa tabi niya.

"May problema ba?" tanong ko at umiwas siya ng tingin.

"Come on Marina, your not good at lying, your eyes were so transparent. Mapagsasabihan mo naman ako para mabawasan naman yang dinadala mo just this day you can lean on my shoulders and cry and cry till you're satisfied," I said and she smiled

"Salamat Keiro," her voice cracked

"Hindi ko alam kong selfish nga ba ako pero gusto ko lang makakuha ng sagot. Bakit? Bakit hindi ako kayang ipakilala ni Adam sa mundo niya bilang kanyang mahal...ang sakit lang ang sakit sakit lang," hagulhol niya, ramdam ko ang sakit sa mga bawat salitang binibitawan niya.

"Okay lang sa akin lahat-lahat kahit na sa isip ng mga tao dito na katulong niya lamang ako...ayos lang sa akin pero bakit ganun...bawat araw bawat oras bawat segundo bakit pakiramdam ko ang layo-layo ko sa kanya kahit nasa iisa lang kaming bubong. Ang sakit Keiro ang sakit sakit"... pumipiyok-piyok niyang sabi at hindi ko narin mapigilan ang sarili ko na yakapin siya at hinayaang umiyak ng umiyak sa balikat ko.

Ramdam na ramdam ko ang sakit sa kanya kahit na hindi ko pa nararanasan ito. Ayaw ko munang mag-isip ng masama tungkol kay Adam, gusto kong ako mismo ang makaalam at makakita nito sa kanya.

At ito na nga, ito na nga ang sagot sa mga tanong ko. Adam was an asshole and a bastard man. I want to punch him from his face but I didnt, I want him to realize all of his doings. I want him to regret everything. Kaibigan ko si Adam ngunit nasa maling linya na siya at gusto kong itama siya sa kanyang mga kamalian. Gusto kong ipakita sa kanya sa nandyan na sa harapan niya ang babaeng makakasama niya sa pang habang buhay. Hindi dapat siya matulad sa akin na kung sino man ang babaeng yun ay matitikman niya kung ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng impyerno.

"Ughhhh! why the hell they'd do this to me!" I shouted cause the people to look at me.

"What!?" I shouted at them and they avoided my eyes

"Fuck," I muttered and get inside to my car and started the engine when someone accidentaly bumps at my car.

"Hey watch it!" the girl said and I look at her. I was her the tomboy girl

"ikaw?" she pointed at me

"Bakit ba sa tuwing ganito ang nangyayari ay ikaw ang may kasalanan!?" she shouted and I am not in the mood to duel at her so I started the engine and left her hanging her mouth.