Hello my beautiful and flawless friend. It has been a while, hasn't it? I have missed you. I'm so sorry about that. Things have been beyond crazy. My life has been taking a turn for the worse. I'm actually writing this to you with tears streaming down my face.
I'm sorry I haven't been here for you lately. I've been such a bad friend. I'm so sorry, my love. I just can't seem to do much of anything. My mood has been weird, I guess you could say. I've been acting different but most people don't notice. My anger has gotten worse. I can't stop cursing and throwing items lately. I don't know what is wrong with me, but I want to change. I just can't.
Life has a funny way of teaching you different lessons. The way you learn those lessons come in all sorts of ways. I just wish I was a better person. I wish I didn't make the terrible choices I do. I wish I could actually pay attention and get good grades. I wish I didn't have to debate self harming myself every night. I wish I didn't have to feel like I'm so worthless all the time. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I just looked in the mirror. What a sight. My makeup, all over my face. I can't stop crying. I just want this to end.
Someone save me tonight. I don't think I can do this.
I love you my friend.
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SachbücherHello and welcome. You can call me Alex. I'm extremely pleased to meet you, if that's the right term to use, since technically we haven't met. Anyway, before you go any further, I'd like to warn you. You're stepping into a dangerous and crazy place...
