Letter Fourteen

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Hello, darling.

How are you today? I hope you are well. My day was just peachy. Some people at my school were rude and unkind to me and my friends today. It really got to me. I almost started crying, but I couldn't because I didn't want to be upset and have my friends feel any worse than they did. I'm trying to stay strong, I really am. Their words and actions just truly hurt. I've been having the worst urges to cut  myself but for you, my dear, I won't. I'm really trying to keep my promise with you. I will not harm myself in anyway. It's just so hard.

I don't really know how I am right now. My emotions are storming throughout my body. I am happy, yet depressed. I am angry, yet forgiving. I don't know what is happening to me. I am so indecisive, I just don't know much of anything. What I do know is that people do and say things they don't mean when they are upset. It doesn't mean it is right, but maybe those people who like to be rude and hurt others are just upset. Everyone has troubles in their lives, maybe those who hurt others just need more love in their life. Maybe what I'm saying is wrong, I mean, I am so screwed up right now, but oh well.

I must go for right now, I'll be back tomorrow. My family is angry with me. This is going to be a rough night... Wish me luck. If you need me, I'm right here to listen though. Stay strong and I promise I will be back. Goodbye, my dear. I love you dearly.

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