Inside the Minds of the Unspoken

Something All It's Own

Their main emotion is sadness while mine is something all its own

 It's regret

Pain

Sorrow

 Anger

But most of all its the fear of who I am

 I do not cry when others cry

 I do not fear when others fear

I  judge too hard

I am selfish

 And I am the jealous type

But most of all, I am hidden 

I hide away my fear, regret, sorrow, and pain 

I show my anger 

I show my jealousy 

I show my selfish side 

I show everything bad about me, but I hide all the good

I hide my compassion 

My kindness

My sympathy

I hide my accomplishments

My generosity and my good

I hide my love

My love for people

My love for all of the good I have

And that is why regret is so strong

And why the fear has become so dominant

I am afraid that I will stay this way

I am afraid that I will never change

I am afraid that people will never dig deep enough to find me

 I am afraid.