Always

Frame Me, For The Fault Defined, And I Would Stand An Anchor In Your Name

During this time, She had created a way to not only break Freen's heart. She wants to break her mind and soul. Even though Freen remains unyielding, Rebecca always finds a way to crack her wall. And today, she chose to begin targeting her most valuable asset, which was the necklace that she received from her. Freen did not remove it ever since she got it, and Rebecca knew how much she cherished it. Couple of days ago, during one of her ordeal's sessions. Rebecca cut the necklace and stomped on the stone, shattering it into pieces.

-Freen's tears were pouring down, stinging her bruised cheeks. Each drop was reflected on those pieces, as if each piece was a fragment of her heart. Such scenery made Rebecca laugh out loud, a victory that she finally achieved. However, she didn't stop there, this was just the beginning. She did the same by removing and stomping on the bracelet that Freen gifted her. Freen gritted so forcefully, she was trying hard to keep herself together, but with each stomp, her whimpers failed to compose herself. "You deserve it!" Rebecca laughed manically, as her eyes were on Freen "you deserve to cry! You deserve all this pain Freen!" Before she could leave her that day, she pointed at the stones and exclaimed. "Do you see that!" Freen's answer was only a blink "That's how you made my heart feel like! You broke me into pieces! And I promise to break you! I promise you that!"

The moment she left and ordered her guards to let her loose. As soon as her hands were loosen, she wiped her tears, and glanced at the guards waiting for them to leave. The moment they did, they walked on the broken stones. The cracked sound was resonating across the basement, which made Freen's heart flench. She waited patiently for them to close the door before she could move, but the waiting was, as if the earth stopped rotating.

-After what felt like eternity, finally the locked the door, leaving her alone. Freen burst into tears. She crawled towards the cracked stones, crying out loud and cursing herself for her stupidity. "I've should've taken it off! I've should've kept it safe!" she sobbed, while collecting the pieces. "It was the only thing that I had from her. It was something so precious that..it kept me moving forward. And now she destroyed it! I'm so stupid! DO YOU HEAR THAT BETA! I AM SO STUPID THAT I FORGOT TO TAKE IT OFF!"

-Upon collecting the last few pieces, she looked at her hand, while her tears stained the stones. "I...I wished" she whispered painfully, as the stones rested on her hand. "That those pieces were me instead". As she wiped her face, she crawled back to the corner where she had been living. She hid the remaining stones in her original clothes, making sure that they won't fall. Then she leaned against the wall, and covered herself with the blanket, trying to catch some rest before she comes back.

Tilting her head against the wall, and slowly closing her eyes, her mind began manifesting what she wanted to see. He imagined herself right there with her friends, listening to their voices and banters. And in about few seconds from now, she will have to leave to attend a meeting. It was her heaven, her friends were and always be her heaven. Gulping down the lump that stuck in her throat, her bruised eyes began streaming once more. Even with those blissful memories, the pain and suffering still has its way towards her.

-She kept crying silently for a while, until she couldn't any more. Every inch hurts more than seconds before, and if she kept thinking about it, the pain would increase. Shaking off her head, and wiping away her tears, she chuckled softly and began. "Hey BETA..I know you are listening. I mean I am hoping that you are. So, umm how's your day? How's Nita doing? How's Tee holding up? How's Nam feeling? How's Kade's smile? How's Heng's stiffen personality? How's Ms. Freeman? Is she doing well? Please do always check on her if she needs anything. So yeah. How's everything?"