gxg Taylor swift imagines Chapter 1

Part 2 of Family

Request by @aloalo23839

Y/n's pov

I was lying on taylor's bed staring at the ceiling above me. My face still throbbing.

"What did i do wrong"
"What did i do to deserve this"
"Why cant i protect Ivy"
"Im so stupid"

Many thoughts running through my head. But soon enough, in what felt like forever, i finally fell asleep

"YOU'RE USELESS Y/N" My dad yelled at me again

"I- Im sorry" i said, curled up against the wall, tears running down my cheeks when he kicked my side

"S-stop please..it hurts" i begged and begged but he never stopped

"ITS WHAT YOU DESERVE STUPID SHIT"
"YOU DESERVE NOTHING."
"ABSOLUTELY NOTHING-"

And i jolted up in bed. It was a nightmare. But it felt so real. Because it was.

My breathing started to speed up and my chest started hurting. I put my hand on my chest and tried to be as quiet as possible so i didnt wake taylor, i didnt want her to be mad..like my dad.

I left the bed and went downstairs and slid down against a wall.

My breathing's still increasing yet i feel like there wasnt any oxygen entering my lungs. Tears rolling down my face, i felt like i was dying

I felt faint, lightheaded, and tired. I realized i havent eaten much in a few days, because when my dad got mad, he wouldnt get us any food.

Footsteps echoed down the stairs. Shit i woke taylor up

Taylor's pov

I stirred awake when i realized y/n wasn't in bed
I checked my phone and it was 3am. It hasn't been that long since we went to sleep, i should go find her.

Before i went downstairs, i checked ivy's room to see if she was there, she wasnt. So i groggily went down the stairs. Halfway down, i had a clear visual of  y/n.

One of her hands were hugging her knees and her other hand was on her chest, both hands shaking. Then i noticed her breathing, and her face, the color in it was drained, she looked so tired.. and lifeless.

Immediately started running down the stairs towards her

"Stop! Please. Please dont hit me im sorry" she said to me and i was so confused

"What?" I asked, dumbfounded

"Im sorry i woke you up please dont be angry" she buried her head in between her chest and her knees

"No..baby, i would never be mad at you for that, ever." I told her with a calm voice

I was not calm at all. Who the fuck could do this to the sweetest person i know. He doesn't deserve her.

I knelt down to her shivering body and held her hand

"I-i cant breathe."

"Yes you can y/n. Ive got you, im right here baby" i told her and wrapped my arms around her

"H- he did so many bad things tay" she stuttered

"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked

I could tell she was thinking about it but I didn't want to push it. I was just worried about her, im literally comforting her on my living room floor while she was crying

"Mhm..." she said quietly

"Alright, take your time im not going anywhere"i told her and she nodded

"when he's mad, he wouldnt get me and Ivy any food to eat, so i had to use my pocket money to buy food, but i-i barely had enough money to get for one person each time that i could only get food for Ivy." She sobbed

"Have you eaten yet?" I asked, extremely worried. I could only imagine how hungry she was. But she just shrugged. She looked so weak and frail and i can't believe i didnt notice it sooner

"He treats you so badly y/n, i dont know how you put up with everything"

"I had to. For Ivy, for myself. He would tell me i was useless, and that i was stupid. And whats even more stupid is that i believed him!" She started pulling on her hair

"Hey hey, dont do that" i take her hands into mine

"You are not stupid, you are so strong y/n. You're the strongest person i know." I tried my best to reassure her

"I-i dont know what to do anymore Taylor" she cried into my t shirt even more

"What else does he do? Let it all out baby" i rubbed her back

"H-he used t-to uhm, get drunk in bars, and i had to drag him home and it was always so embarrassing, and when we'd get home, he'd hit me and call me useless and just go hide in his room. This happened. Every. Single. Time." She cried

I was in genuine shock, realizing how much she had been through, my eyes grew more watery the more i listened

"Its okay y/n you're here now, youre safe" i caressed her cheek

"Th-theres more, but i dont wanna talk about it right n-now" she said. She was still struggling to breathe and she was lightheaded

"Hey, hey. Y/n, breathe, relax. Im here okay? I'll never let anyone hurt you ever again alright?" I held her hand up to my heart

"Cmon baby, follow my breathing" i said, woth worry in my voice.

Soon, her breathing slowed and she had relaxed abit, still crying a little

"Do you wanna try and sleep baby?" I noticed the pure tiredness in her face.

She was too exhausted to reply so she just nodded and tried to stand up. But as soon as she stood up, she hit the floor again.

"Fuck. Sorry, im a little light headed" she said while squeezing her eyes shut

"Are you alright?" I asked her

"Mhm- yeah..i just need a sec"she took some time and started to stand up again, this time she did fully.

When we started walking towards the staircase she stumbled a little into me, but before she could fall i held onto her

"Y/n seriously are you okay?" She shook her head

"I- i need to uh sit down" she said, bracing her head and i held her all the way to a chair

"Y/n."

"Mhm?" She said, eyes shut to leep the dizziness down

"When was the last time you ate?" I asked her, and the room went uncomfortably quiet

"Y/n?" I took a closer look and her eyes were watery again

"I-i think it was a few days ago." She admitted and i go wide eyed.

"A few days?"

"Yeah, maybe 3. Ive had some fruit i guess but that's basically it" she looked at her hands while she played with them

"I- i could get you something to eat if u want me to?" I cupped her chin so she would look at me

"You would do that? Really?" She asked

"I'm gonna take care of you okay? Don't worry your pretty little mind anymore alright?" I said, and she looked at me with the most adoring eyes

"Can i have a hug?" She asked quietly

"Anything for you sweetheart" i stood up and  and wrapped my arms around her and she did too.

"thank you taylor."

"always baby, always."